Fairy Tales Don't Exist | J.B. (ON HOLD)

Chapter 29: "I can never get enough of your lips."

two weeks later

Chloe 

I sat crisssed crossed in my comfy bed, a big bowl of popcorn in the hole my legs made, I was watching orange is the new black wishlist stuffing popcorn in my mouth and laughing out loud. It was half past five now and this literally what I have been doing since I woke this morning.

It has been two whole weeks since I have been home from that sweet paradise. I remember us saying our goodbyes as if we are not going to see each other the very next day. I love my friends, we are so dramatic. I had said my goodbye to Justin, and almost stepping out the car until he told me to wait and close it back. I did as I was told and look over towards him.

"What?" I said, looking into his tired eyes from the lack of sleep and hours drive.

He looked down at my lips and I knew then what he wanted, I lean over and gently pecked his lips. I re-opened my eyes to see his still close, he open them a second after and licked his lips.

That was really brave of me to be honest, I don't know what came over me.

I leaned back in my seat again and watch him close his eyes and shake his head.

"I can never get enough of your lips." my cheeks immediately turn a million shades darker. "I-I guess I will get to going now." I said, opening the car door again to close it and open the back door to get my suitcase.

"Talk to you later baby girl." I bit my lip, "bye Justin." I had said, and closing the door before he wave one last time and pulling off.

flashback over

Literally as soon as I walk through the door, my mom slammed into me and gave me the biggest hug ever. It knock the breath out my lungs and startled me so bad I dropped everything I had in my hand, including my precious phone.

"Oh my goodness! Mom!" I had shouted but she only squeezed me tighter.

I admit I did miss my mom and dad and my big beautiful home and oh my god, my bed.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you." she had said and released me, "I just miss you pumpkin." she breathed, smiling at me, a apron wrapped around her waist, the house had smelled amazing.

"I missed you too mommy. Where's dad?" I asked, and he was out running eras she told me.

"Oh." is all I said before smiling at her again and we parted our ways, me to my room and her back in the kitchen.

These past few weeks have been pretty relaxing and lovely. I have seen Blake a few times since I been back and every time we are with each other it's pure happiness and laughs. We took a few walks on the beach, late nights swims, mini lunches at a hot dog stand or go out for cotton candy and ice cream.

I try not to think of what happened between me and Justin because since we have been back and gone back to our normal routine, it doesn't even feel like it really happened. Yes, I am a little upset about it but I try not to think on those memories too long besides I have been perfectly fine with Blake.

And from what I seen lately Justin and Rosalina are perfectly fine as well. From the media headlines to the pictures on Instagram and Shots, from the short videos on twitter and the posts on her tumblr. Like we fucking get it, y'all are so in love but only if she knew.

I knew in my heart that this was going to happen once we came back, I just knew. Which is why it is not hurting as much as I thought it would. I am anything but sad right now, I am livid. It just doesn't make sense. Did what happen in the big beautiful cabin mean any fucking thing to him? Or did he just want to forget it ever happen? He always does this, send mixed signals and expect me to be okay and not be upset when he goes back to his bitch of a girlfriend. I am really starting not to care what he thinks of Blake and do whatever I want whether he likes it or not.