Opposite Worlds

Six Feet Under

Evangeline

Six Feet Under-Billie Eilish
'help, i lost, myself again'

DISCLAIMER!!!!!mentions of rape kit and it gets violent.

this has by far been the worst night of my life. after hours and hours of them torturing me, they kicked me out of the house.

i've been sitting on the pavement, crying for the past 30 minutes while shivering.

it's a Friday, i don't have my phone, i don't have my keys to my dorm, i don't have money, my clothes are messed up and ripped.

i'm exhausted and i've officially given up. all of the exhaustion goes away when i hear the front door opening and i scramble to get up, my bare feet moving on the pavement.

i start running, faster than i ever have before.

"get back here you brat!" i could hear David getting Makayla as i turn down a neighborhood and soon hear the screeching of tires.

i hide in a bush as they drive past and i go back to running. god knows for how long until my ankle twists and i fall, forcing myself back up when i hear the voices from not too far.

harsh sobs leave me and i limp across the street and knock on the first door i get to.

"please! help me!" i scream.

the door opens, revealing a woman with brownish ginger hair and blue eyes.

"please let me in, they're gonna hurt me." i beg and she ushers me into the house, my ankle quitting and i almost fall but the woman catches me, lowering us onto the ground.

all i could do was cry, i couldn't talk.

"mom?"

i hear a quiet gasp and i feel arms wrap around me, familiar arms. the comforting vanilla scent takes over all my senses and i only cry harder.

"i'm here, your okay."

after a while, i stopped crying and i let my eyes shut, exhausted, as Billie held me.

"no no, stay awake. we're here, at the hospital."

when did we get in a car? Billie carries me in through the doors and soon i'm put in someone else's arms.

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some hours later, i squint my eyes open and the room is dark, making it easy to open my eyes.

i take off the oxygen mask and try to get out of bed, having to pee.

"ah!" the pain goes through my whole body as i put weight on my ankle that i didn't even notice was in a boot.

i fall, tears daring to come out of my eyes and i hear someone get up in the room.

who's in here with me?

the lights flicker on and i see Billie rubbing her eyes as she comes over to me.

"are you okay?"

i don't respond and she easily picks me up, sitting me on the bed.

"i have to pee." i whisper out and she carries me to the bathroom, helping me on the toilet and giving me privacy.

all the memories start to come back to me, the running, talking to the doctor, talking to the cops, Billie hearing most of it, me waking up from a nightmare after only being sleep for 30 minutes.