alice ; cth

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calum 

i sat on the corner with a smile plastered on my face 

she is gone

she is no longer here

she was schizophrenic 

she was infuriating 

she caused my friends to leave 

i am so happy she left

i wonder what she is feeling right now 

no! snap out of it calum

she is crazy 

she is going to jail

but I couldn't help but wonder 

was she more to me 

why do i like her so much

why did she bring me  joy

why did she make me feel alive 

all these questions yet no answer 

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a little inside look into calms view towards alice 

you guys will find out what the fuck is happening soon enough