Alastor Angst (Radioapple/Appleradio)

Chapter 10

We have to go back to angst guys

Alastor's POV
I woke up slowly from my sleep. I try to sit up but I immediately stop because of how sore I am. I look to the side of me and I see Lucifer holding me by my waist. I slowly pull away from his embrace and I stand up slowly. I look at the bed sheets and I felt disgusted.

'What is wrong with me? I'm so disgusting. He probably wants to break up with me by how disgusting I am.' I walk over to the body mirror and I look at my body. 'Look at how fat I am. I look 500 pounds. I should stop eating and throw up more.'

I walk to the bathroom and I bend down to the toilet. I stick 2 fingers down my throat and I throw up. I keep throwing up until nothing comes out. I feel so light headed I don't even know if I can stand up. I crawl over to the cabinet.

I look anxiously for the razor blade but I couldn't find it. I kept looking until I hit my finger on something very sharp. I touch the sharp blade and I grab it with my hand, cutting my hand deep at the same time. When I saw the blade I was filled with joy. It was an angelic blade.

It was sharp and long also. I put the blade against my arm and cut deep. After I cut my arms I started on my stomach. I start to cut my stomach but I accidentally cut too deep on my stomach and I bleed too much for my pleasure. 'Oh fuck this is bad'

I start looking around for some bandages but I was about to pass out. My vision started to black out so I tried to stand up. 'Lucifer can't find out about this. No matter what.' I lock the door and my legs go out and I hit my head on the floor.

Lucifer's POV
I wake up to a loud bang that was in the bathroom. I yawn and stretch before I go to the bathroom so I can see what happened. I walk to the bathroom and tried to open it but it was locked. "Alastor? Are you on there?" I didn't get an answer. "Alastor? Are you ok?" I yell and I bang on the door. No one answered.

I'm now getting very worried. I try to open the door but it wouldn't budge. I have to bust the door open. I slowly back up and I then run into the door,breaking the hinges. The door breaks open and I'm finally in the bathroom. I look around but I don't see Alastor. I look on the floor and I see him bleeding out while he was passed out.

"Oh fuck Alastor!?" I scream. I get on my knees not worrying about the blood and I pick up his upper body so he can sit up against the wall. I look at Alastor's body and was terribly skinny. He had cuts all over his upper body and he was bleeding from his head and stomach.

I start to heal him but the bleeding wouldn't stop. "No this can't be happening! Why aren't you working!?" I scream at myself. I chant some kind of healing spell and it heals the majority of his body. The only thing that was still bleeding was his head. I try to heal his head with my powers and it worked successfully.

I bandage him up slowly and carefully as I admire his body. 'Why did he do this? He was just fine yesterday.' I slowly pick him up and I carry him over to our bed. I sit him down carefully as I sit down on the bed. Now I have to wait until he wakes up so I can talk to him about this.

Alastor's POV
I slowly wake up but I immediately regretted as I winced in pain. I rub my head but I feel bandages. I stop and I look at my body. I was covered in bandages and I had on jogging pants. Fuck. He found me in the bathroom and saw what happened. I slowly try to sit up and I lean against the head board.

I look up and I see Lucifer watching me from a distance while sitting in a chair. He looked pissed. "Hey Luci... how are you doing-" He interrupted me and yelled at me. "Don't give me that fucking bullshit Alastor. Why the fuck did you do that to yourself!? You could've fucking died because of how much blood you were losing so fast!"

My ears went down and I was wide eyed. "I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to cause you trouble and be a bother. It won't happen again." I look down while I'm speaking to him. "Why did you do it Alastor?" He asked me again. I can't tell him,it will only make the situation worse.