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Chapter 13

The timeline is now a month ago.

3rd POV
It was another sleepless night for Alastor. He sitting next to a sleeping Lucifer. He woke up in a cold sweat from a very realistic dream. He sobbed for a while but stopped. Alastor's breathing was uneven as he tried to forget the nightmare. He kept pulling his hair out as his breathing got heavier.

The tears started flowing down his cheeks as he tried to quiet down and breathe. Alastor got up from the bed and walked to the bathroom. He opened the door and closed the door and slid down to the floor. Alastor was shaking badly and tried to stop but couldn't.

Alastor's smile went wider as he tried to calm himself but it wouldn't work.(just so yall know I wanna keep Alastor smiling because it's cool for plot) Why couldn't he be normal? He just wanted to sleep like normal demons but couldn't. Alastor pulled even harder on his hair and little red pieces of hair was falling down.

He stayed in the bathroom crying until he could finally calm down. He got up from the floor and opened the bathroom door. Thankfully Lucifer was still asleep. He looked at the clock. It was 4:53, 1 hour and 30 minutes till he gets up. He crawled back into bed and faced Lucifer.

He caressed his cheek and smiled while moving strands of hair out of his eyes. "I'm sorry Lucifer. You don't deserve me. You are the most beautiful precious being that God has ever made. You deserve someone who can do what you want and not bring their problems on you. Who has the perfect body for you. You deserve someone perfect and that's not me."

Tears swelled up in Alastor's eyes. "Good night Lucifer. I love you." He kissed Lucifer on the nose and turn the opposite direction of Lucifer. Little did Alastor know that Lucifer heard everything that happened ever since he woke up.

Lucifer POV
Next morning I woke up at 8:00. I saw that Alastor was no where to be found so I just got ready by myself. I walked out the door and there was a big crowd of people. How could there be so many people in the morning? I walked down the hall and saw Alastor dealing with everyone. The hotel crew was no where to be found.

"One at a time everyone!" Alastor yelled nicely. But everyone just yelled back and got even louder with him. "We want a room now!" "Redemption will never work!" "You're a dumb piece of shit!" Everyone kept screaming and cussing at him. I expected him to kill them but instead he just stood there and let everyone be rude to him.

I stomped over the people and I showed part of my demon form to scare them away. "HEY! EVERYONE SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LEAVE OR ELSE I WILL KILL ALL OF YOU!" Everyone screamed and ran out the door immediately. I went back to normal and looked at Al.

"You ok baby?" I said while walking toward him. "I'm find love. Y'know you didn't have to do that,I had it all under control. But thank you." I laughed at him. "Of course amor. I will do better next time." We walked over to the kitchen and started to make breakfast. While making breakfast I got a good look at Alastor's face.

He had deep dark eye bags and his eyes were losing their color. His hair was a bit messy and his eye lids were down more. He didn't have the much energy than usual and he looked more pale. "You feel ok babe?" Alastor looked up at me and nodded then continued cooking.

That worried me even more. I'm still trying to sink in on what Alastor did and said last night. He is still hurt by that argument we had. I didn't mean to hurt him but I did. It breaks my heart into pieces that he still thinks he not good enough for me when he is the best person I ever met.

Alastor went to grab the pan but he immediately pulled back and winced in pain while holding his hand. "Shit are you ok Al!?" He nodded his head and bit his lip hard. "Let me see." Alastor shook his head and backed away from me. "Please Al. I just wanna heal it."