She's fallen.

1. Frenzy

Andrea Lucas

"Mama, I understand. But I just.. You know what, it's okay."

I've been arguing with my mother over the phone for the past 30 minutes because she won't come to help me move into college. The one thing I ask of her in years.

I've also been trying to tell her that it's okay but she keeps coming up with excuses.

"Andrea? Are you listening to me!?"

"Yes mama, I am. I have to go though, we have to log in for college, Okay? I love you, bye."

"Bye."

I sighed. I feel like I want to bang my head into a wall because she never lets me talk. I didn't even have anything to do today. I was just so over her. It was just horrible.

As I got off my crappy sofa, in my crappy apartment, my stomach started screaming at me.

"Damn, A bitch can't get a break," I groaned.

Picking up my car keys, I left. For the first time in what felt like days, I saw sunlight.

I marched up to my crappy 2014 Honda civic and plopped in the seat.

"Ugh, I hate it here."

I kinda want McDonalds though, but I want chicken.
No you don't.
Yes, I do.
Andrea stop talking to yourself.
Okay.

Making my way out of the parking garage,
I almost cried at the sound of that horrid ringtone.

"I'm going to smash my head into a wall." I said as I answered the phone.

"Hey Jessie!"
"Omg! Hi Andrea!"

For the next 20 minutes I listened to Jessie Robby blabber non stop. She could barely breathe with how much she was talking.

"Yes, girl! He loves me so much, I really want to have his babies. The dick is just so–"

"Okay, Jessie! Im gonna call you back! My moms calling me,"

"Okay, girl! We can finish this convo tomorrow!"
"Yeah..." I hung up. I couldn't take her talking anymore. It was horrible. Nobody cares about how good your man lays it down on you, girl.

Speaking of laying it down, I am in desperate need of male attention. I refuse to touch myself. It makes me feel weird. Today was enough phone calls for me.

Pulling up into the Chipotle parking lot, I saw this beautiful man. I wasn't gonna talk to him but I can admire from far away. As I got out of the car he turned around, and started walking back to the Chipotle.

I got to the doors a little before him and held the door open for him. He did that little jog that you do out of kindness.

He is soooo fine... I'm bout .3 Seconds from dropping on my knee– Alrighty we're done with that.

"Thanks," He said as he grabbed hold of the door. His voice was low and delicious.

"Yeah, No problem." I squeaked. I sounded like a rat that just got caught in a mouse trap.

This is why I don't go out of the house.

When I got in the line, my phone started ringing. I think I groaned audibly because Mr. Scrumptious let out a low chuckle.

"Damn, it's that bad, huh?" He said while he laughed.

"Yep, it is." I replied, giving him a short giggle.

When our dialogue finished, I realized my phone was still ringing. I declined the call and decided to text him instead. I won't do that again.

Joshua.

Why didn't you answer the phone?
1 min ago

Sorry, I can't talk right now.
Im ordering food.

Yeah, you're probably cheating on me.
Seen.
6:49pm

I shut off my phone because I didn't have the time to deal with this. I'd just call him back when I got out of the chipotle.

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The next day, I woke up to realize I indeed, did not call him back. Frankly, I didn't want to. I probably should have because it's more than likely him that's banging on my door right now.

I swung the door open, visibly aggravated.

"What the fuck, Andrea? Why didn't you call me back?" He yelled.

"First off, you're at my house, yelling at me?"
I was shocked, who the hell do you think you are, banging on my door, yelling in my face? He must not know who I am.

So I shut the door in his face and locked it. He continued to bang on the door like a toddler. And I let him have at it.

I took my ass back to bed.

≈≈

The second time I woke up, Joshua was gone. Thank god, and I had to move all of my things to campus so I could settle into my dorm. The official move in date was August 20th. Today was August 1st.

Oh, Shit. It's august 1st. It's been 10 years. Damn. Well, that ain't my problem.

Authors note
Okay yall lemme know if y'all liked the first chapter. I just put this out there so it's out and I can kind of gather a few people to read it yk ?

What y'all think about Mr. Scrumptious so far🤭🤭
y'all like Andrea 😛

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