She's fallen.

5. Nervous

Andrea Lucas

I woke up ready to shit myself.

Damn good morning to you too, bitch.

I rolled my eyes to myself and then came back down to earth.

Oh, i'm in my dorm. Getting scared when I woke up has been happening for a few days now. I think it's just me settling in to my new... environment.

As I sat up in bed, a pain hit my abdomen.

Well, i'll be damned right about now.

Shortly after my breathtaking cramp, my phone buzzed.

Wow, now my period tracker wants to alert me. Fuck you.

I got up and made a beeline for the bathroom.

I felt tears swell up in my eyes.

I really like these pants.

God, it's me again.

A over emotional tear slipped down my cheek.

Please don't let it be, God.

I finally got in the bathroom to do my business and it clicked. It wasn't a cramp, yesterday I did sit ups in my bed because I was bored.

I brushed my teeth and did my very short skin care routine. I don't give a damn though, that shit work and I'm broke.

Ain't nobody got time for that.

I'm so funny.

I walked over to my closet and opened it.

I hate biology.

I picked out an outfit. It was some shorts, a graphic tee and some vans. Basic, but cute.

I shrugged and slipped on my clothes. Still barefoot, I stopped for a dance break.

This won't end well.

It didn't end well.

I slipped and fell while I was attempting to move like Tyla.

There's a big difference between you and tyla. She has ass. You don't.

I hate you.

I hate biology.

I sat on my twin sized bed and wallowed in self pity. And pain. A lot of pain.

My tooshie and my back ached and throbbed in pain. I was most definitely going to be sore tomorrow.

Dang, I can't throw it back at the party.

I frowned and hopped off the bed, looking at the time.

I slipped into my socks and shoes, grabbing my bed and heading out the door.

I pulled out my signature headphones, and hit shuffle. SZA immediately started singing about the girl in the gucci store and how she gave her special away.