My Rose Jun

Chapter 7 "Don't Be Rude"

Hees POV

Jun walked down one last path which happened to lead to a flower garden. One thing you should know about me is that I love flowers.

As I mentioned before my family wasn't all that great. When me and my sister were little we would go to my grandma's house. We would mostly go there to get away from our mom and dad.

She had a decent-sized flower garden. We would all three sit with each other and look at the flowers and on the weekends grandma would teach us how to garden.

Grandma was one of the best people in my life. She always said cheesy flower quotes but for some reason, I still remember them even without her being here anymore.

One that stuck with me is "A flower cannot blossom without sunshine, and man cannot live without love." Unfortunate right?

I snapped out of old thoughts and the thought of Jun being a vampire popped into my head at that moment.

So 'why could he be in the sun?' Is a question that I felt stupid for asking Jun after I did. I wanted to stay at the flower garden longer but Jun said we have to go eat lunch.

Song and Woo were heading to the house, so I went to ask Woo what they did when they parted from us.Woo and I went inside and saw Ms.Hana putting out food.

"I'll help you," I offered reaching out my hands.

"Oh. Thank you dear, but you don't have to." She replied putting my hands down.

Even though I wanted to help she told me to sit down and I did. Jun and Song walked in, saying hey to Ms. Hana. There was a lot of food.

Everyone started eating straight away. Who eats that much for lunch? I don't think I could eat that much all day. Which isn't saying a lot coming from me.

Woo and Song were sitting together, putting me beside Jun. It felt weird. It felt like we were close. Like I've known him for longer.

'Wait does he feel awkward that I'm sitting by him? There are two other chairs.'

"Hey eat before the food gets cold," Jun said, snapping me out of overthinking.

"I'm not hungry," I replied hoping he wouldn't get mad that I wasn't eating what Ms.Hana prepared.

"I said eat."

Safe to say I ate. Or at least what I could before I threw up. I shouldn't have eaten. I've never eaten a lot but as I got older I got an ED.

I would mainly not eat around my dad because he would either be rude or say disgusting things. Then my mom started doing it to. I don't know if she realized how bad it had an effect on me but it did.

I don't really talk about it because people either feel bad or say I want attention. So I just never say anything.

I washed my hands while looking in the mirror. 

'Will they be able to tell? I fucking hate throwing up because I get super bad headaches after.'

I halfway dried my hands off on the towel hanging by the mirror. I took a second to put a smile back on my face before going back outside.  I grabbed my phone off the counter and opened the door. Jun was standing there.

(Jun's POV)

"Do you know where Sung-hee went?" Song-hae asked.

I went to the kitchen to get medicine because I had a stomach ache and came back and he was gone.

"What do you mean?" I put my glass of water on the table.

"He spilt his water, asked to be excused, and then he ran upstairs."