My Rose Jun

Chapter 10 "Did I Do That?"

(Hees POV)

I woke up to Jun in my room. He had flowers?

Woo explained to me that Jun and I were synched. I had time to think about it, and eventually I was fine with it.

There was something different though. Not just because we were fated pairs. But i could really feel how he felt.

I could feel how happy he was  to give me the flowers. Jun went to my apartment to get some of my stuff which was then placed all on my bed.

I put the flowers in a vase that was on the desk in my room. I then told Jun that I was going to get in the shower.

He stayed in my room while I washed up. I got out of the shower and realized I forgot to get clothes.

I crossed my fingers hoping Jun was still in my room.

"Jun!" I yelled hoping he could hear me.
He came to the door that I had cracked faster than expected.

I explained that I didn't bring clothes with me and I asked if he could get me some.

I waited for a second then he came back with my clothes. I thanked him and closed the door.

He brought me shorts and a pastel pink colored shirt. I got done and walked out of my room to see Woo sitting on my bed.

"Woo," I said reaching out my arms as I sat on my bed next to him.

Woo hugged me back running his fingers through my hair.

"Are you all good? What are you thinking about," Woo asked, seeing the questionable look on my face as he broke away the hug.

I thought about what to say as Woo was playing with my hands, patiently waiting for me to talk.

"I don't usually remember my heat..." I looked up to see Woo already looking at me.

"What are you saying, did you remember this one?" He said as he stopped playing with my hands.

I looked around the room realizing that I wasn't in my one bedroom 600 square foot apartment.

I was in a mansion, with random men, that were in a mafia.

"I don't really know. I don't remember anything. Like I can't recall anything that I did or you. But I remember feelings. Juns feelings?" I said turning towards Woo.

"You mean you felt what he felt?" He asked.

"Yes. I guess mentally. But could he feel anything I felt?" I asked Woo which he shook his head to.

Woo explained that Jun probably couldn't feel what I was feeling and that I was emotionally synched to Jun at the time because I was using his items to help my heat.

By the time Woo finished explaining, Jun walked in.

He stared at where mine and Woos hands were connected then looked back at me.

The look he gave wasn't necessarily a mean look but I could sense he wanted me to let go, so I did.

"Ms.Hana said to come down stairs for breakfast," Jun announced, stepping to the side of the doorway, hinting us to follow.

Woo and I walked out and went down the stairs while Jun followed. We got down there and sat at the dining table. Dae-hyuk, Jun-su, Song-hae, Ms.Hana, Jun,Woo, and I were all there.

There was a lot of tension in the air that I felt. It was probably just me overthinking. I could feel the emotions of the older sitting beside me.

Jun would keep looking at me, which I was perfectly fine with, but it was the anger I felt from him whenever he looked across the table.

I ate a decent amount of food before everyone else finished. A random person walked in which I assumed they knew because no one was fazed.

"I'm sorry for interrupting Mr.Jun, but today is the swim training for bodyguards and you need to be there," the guy said after walking over to Jun.

Jun looked at me and back at the other guy.

"Tell everyone that we will start a little later. How many guys are going to be there?" Jun asked as Ms.Hana started picking up dishes off the table.

"There are going to be around 200. So not that many. I'm going to go back now and tell the others," the guy bowed and walked to the door.

"Let me help you," I walked over to Ms.Hana and took the plates from her.

She looked over at Jun, to me, then back at Jun. Jun nodded his head leading Ms.Hana to bow and continue picking up dishes.

I talked with Ms.Hana in the kitchen for a while then went upstairs to my room.

Not long after I got to my room, Jun came in. We ended up sitting in comfortable silence for a moment.

"I have to go to the swimming facility for bodyguard training. If you go anywhere, take someone from the house. And whatever you do, don't go into the second house," Jun stated with a calm but firm voice. 

"Woo brought me painting supplies so I'll probably be staying in here for a while. Are you okay?" I asked as I felt an uneasy feeling coming from the older.

"I'm fine. I have to get going now. Don't forget to eat lunch," Jun said pointing at me.

I nodded and Jun closed the door behind him.

A few hours passed which felt like a few minutes and I realized it was past lunch time.

For some reason I felt bad. I felt weak and like I was going to pass out. But I knew I wasn't.

It was just in the back of my mind.
I sat down at the dining table trying to think why I felt bad.

Ms.Hana came around the corner with a glass of water.

"Are you alright Mr.Hee? Your face is really pale," Ms Hana asked as she bent over some to get a closer look at my face.

"I'm fine. But if I were to say, I don't think Jun is-" I got cut off with the burning feeling of the skin on my hands ripping.

"What's wrong Mr.Hee. Do you want me to get Mr.Jun. I can call him here if you need me to. All though he is in the swimming facility."

I looked up at her not knowing what to say. Was Jun getting hurt or doing this to himself? And that's why I felt that way?

Both.

Ms.Hanna and I turned when we heard the back door slid open very slowly. I slid my slippers on which were slid off when I sat criss-cross in the chair.

I turned the corner to see Jun was the one that opened the door. I walked up to him.

"Are you okay?" I asked. I started to reach my hand out before he grabbed it.

"Did I do that?" I looked to where his eyes were pointed.

(Juns POV)
(Earlier that morning)
I woke up not feeling great. The only time I felt good was when I was giving Sung-hee flowers.

We went downstairs to eat and when we got done, one of my bodyguards informed me that we had swim training that day.

I don't know how I forgot, I just did. On top of not feeling good already, I had to leave Hee at the house just to punish people if the didn't swim good enough.

As I got to the training facility the sickening feeling in the back of my mind was getting worse.

It's not like I could've just turned around and gone back home. After all, I am a mafia leader and stuff needed to be done.

It was the middle of training when I felt a weird feeling. A cold? No. Food poisoning? No.

I had to keep going with training so I just dug my nails into the palms of my hands so I could get out of my mind and get the day over with but I ended up walking back to the main house.

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