Hopelessly Bitter At Heart

Now that you're gone

'You're a hero.' Thats what they always say.
I always get things easily done my way,
But what they don't know, even up to this day
Is that you're the person pushing me forward,
Come what may.

You and I both know the dangers of this war.
We wont ever be safe, theres no key to this door.
you've always got my back and I've always got yours,
I'll choose to fight by your side, even when the bloodshed pours.
But You were broken inside, you didn't want it show.
You were fighting the tears, you didn't want me to know.

I never thought I could love someone as much as I love you.
I didn't even know whether you felt the same way too.
But Now that I stand by your grave, where can I turn?
How did we end up with sufferings we did nothing to earn?

I was an idiot, I wasn't even close.
I couldn't be there, when You needed me the most.
Im not the hero that everyone knew,
But I will stop at nothing till I find you.
I'll go wherever it takes to make sure I do, And baby, I swear
Someday We'll get through.