Things I Wanna Say

Rant and a few more things about me

I really hate the world.

I hate too much.

I'm accepting the fact that I'm a hater.

I've been researching the pasts of YouTubers I hardly know but were associated with YouTubers I watched (aka Setosorcerer, Chilled and Gassy's histories with the Creatures [I don't watch the Creatures], the falling out of Team Crafted altogether), and BASHURVERSE came up.

Now, if you don't know who Bashurverse is, he's a Minecraft YouTuber. 

And if you don't know what he did, he's a pedophile who was charged once (a week in jail and then therapy) with attempting to have sex with an underage girl. According to Bashur, she was 15.

According to Keemstar, the one who revealed it all, she was 13.

It happened a second time as well several years later, but the girl was 17 and Bashur was not charged.

Now, there are basically two sides.

One side is Bashur's. The people who sympathize and support Bashur wholly, and respect him for confessing. 

The other side is the side that constantly tells Bashur to kill himself, and supports the fact that he's a pedophile and a rapist. They claim that Bashur is only winning people over because he's making himself look like the victim while he's supposedly just one sick fucked-up son of a bitch using his 11-year-old fanbase.

I know this is only one of the many situations just like this, but it just makes me so mad how this kind of thing is. Of course, I'm a full believer of freedom of speech, and the fact that we cannot make progress without opinion, as well as the fact that words only have power and meaning because we give them so.

So, what's my opinion? My opinion is very colorful. I liked Bash a lot when he played with Sky and Okward, but since none of those three YouTubers record with each other anymore, I haven't really caught up. Of course, he's still a pedophile, but I believe that he isn't a terrible man.

And when I read people's opinions, I just hate it. Because everyone's opinions are black and white.

Rant over.

1. I tend to be a bit of a politician, or at least what a politician is supposed to be like anyway, where I see both sides of a story and understand both (More of a judge than a politician).

2. Because of number 1, I am terrible at making decisions or forming black and white opinions.

3. I have social phobia, except that it's not really the fear of social interactions, it's just the fact that any kind of embarrassment or chance of embarrassment that literally terrifies me.

4. I really don't like online RPs. Yeah.

5. I have ulcerative colitis, (this is the googled description) a chronic, inflammatory bowel disease that causes inflammation in the digestive tract. For me, this just means a lot of problems (at the bad times) blood in my shit. I used to take about 8 pills per day, but I've gotten a lot better and I switched to IVs, which started at once a week and went on to become bimonthly. I don't even have problems with my shit anymore, which makes me happy. 

6. I tend to look back on every mistake I've ever made.

7. My TOS is EZEmberlight. :P

POTATOES ARE DERPEHHHHHHHH

:P

EZ out.