Who..am...I?

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I just realized that I act differently to many different people. 

To girls (besides GazingIntoTheGalaxy/Tigerprisim42 of course) I'm polite and quiet, to my family I'm smart yet antisocial and sensitive, to the teachers I'm weird yet one of the smartest, and to my friends I'm derpy and insane and dumb and everything. When I'm alone, I'm depressed, I'm cold, I'm anxious, I'm bored, I'm weary.

I don't know which one is the facade. I don't know if there is a facade. The real one has to be the friend one...right? Because that's when I have the lowest guard...right? Or maybe that's the highest guard.

There's only one consistency through all of those FUCKING PERSONALITIES THAT I FUCKING HATE. 

RAGE.

...

I'm...confused...


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