TWO WEEKS...
that's how long it has been since I last talked to him. I remember him telling me that he would always be there for me and that I wouldn't loose him. I also remember my mother saying that high school friends hardly last, and he did graduate this year. so I suppose my mother was right. I just didn't think it would happen this fast, me losing him, I wish I wouldn't lose him at all.
Many have told me just be patient and he will txt you back, they are so sure about it. But I am not. I know him, and he would have texted me back by now if he really wanted to. If he wanted to I would have heard from him the weekend after our fight.
But the thing is I cant lose him. I am willing to lose anyone else.. Just.. Just not him. Sure I want him back in my life, but ill except him anyway he comes. I know now that it will never be the same. But I don't care. as long as he is still here with me, I truly don't care.
But things will work out the way the lord makes it. He does not keep every friendship together, but I am sure that he looks out for those who truly need someone in their lives... because I really do need him in mine.
I just hope our friendship is not severed for ever...
