Hey Billie,
I miss you. I never thought I could miss someone so much. Didn't even know it was possible. But it is. And it's such an intense, heart wrenching fucking feeling.
And I dont know why I keep writing letters, you're gone. But I guess it helps me cope. Cope with the loss of you.
I miss the sound of your voice, so much. Your laugh, your smile. Your kiss, your touch. The way you'd call me every night just to say a simple "good night".
God, I miss it. All of it. You. I miss you, it hurts to miss you. Knowing that I can never have you. Billie why?
Why? Why'd you do it? End it all. Why didn't you come back to me?
I love you, I need you. I have never, ever needed someone so much Billie. I love you so much. I miss you Billie.
All of you. Everything. Every little thing, every big thing. I hate that I lost you. And I don't want to say goodbye, but I know I have to. I have to let you go eventually.
I can't though, I can't. I don't want to say goodbye, I don't. Dont make me Billie. Don't do this to me. Please, fucking please.
Another stupid letter. Like it'll make things better. Like she'll come back. She's dead, she can't come back. I need to learn that. But I can't. I don't know how.
I love you Billie,
Goodbye
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B.E. Imagines 2.0
FanficLast book got deleted! So Im gonna use this as an opportunity to write better and make sure Im doing everything right and that i dont violate anything... If youre reading this. Thank you.
