death heart

fight for it

*after meeting up with alexandro Octavia works out abit her breathing gets weaker so she stops*

*Octavia breathe hard*
Octavia: shit...

*she calms down she walks out of the gym and goes back home she goes to the kitchen and gets some water*

*Octavia gets angry*
Octavia: so tired of this bullshit...

*Octavia smashes the glass angerly*
Octavia: FUCK!

*Octavia sighs and calms down she picks up the glass and throws it away, she goes to her room and lays down in bed*

Octavia: why is everything so fucked...
*she closes her eyes and falls asleep*

FIVE HOURS LATER
*Octavia wakes up hungry and goes to the kitchen and makes some food she grabs the plate and eats after she's done she goes back to the gym and works out but stops before her breath shortens then suddenly her phone rings she picks it up and answers*

*she sighs and says*
Octavia: hey dad, what's going on?

*Magnus is on the end of the line*
Magnus: I just wanted to see if you were okay, I was worried...

*Octavia stops for a minute and says*
Octavia: yeah..im okay dad, don't worry.

*Magnus seems suspicious*
Magnus: don't lie to me Octavia, I know when something is wrong..

*Octavia stops again and says*
Octavia: dad...please just stop worrying.

Magnus: I have to worry, especially with you're condition-

*Octavia yells angerly*
Octavia: I know about my condition dad, I'm not a damn baby!

*magnus is stunned by his daughter yelling*
Magnus: I know sweetheart, I'm sorry.

*guilt fills Octavia but she says*
Octavia: I'm sorry dad but I have to go..

Magnus: no Octavia wai-

*Octavia hangs up fast before he could finish his sentence*
Octavia: why does everyone treat me like a fucking baby...

*she walks away and walks to the bathroom she removes her clothes and gets in the shower the water is hot, she has scars on her body the hot water burns her skin but she doesn't care she gets out and wraps herself in a towel she looks in the mirror she sighs suddenly she smashed the mirror with her fist, her knuckles are bleeding but she doesn't care at all she walks away*