Could've Been

Maturity

"Sometimes blessings are low key a curse. Because of not knowing how to manage or handle the blessing. It ends up hurting when you realize you lost something so precious. Reality is that, when you have it, it isn't as precious as it seems when you loose it. "
Today,  I continued writing another part of this book. It's funny how fast days go, you can graduate from being someone's stalker to date them in about the same days I have taken to write the second page. Today is one months anniversary of our relationship and though I snatched Naomi from her short ex. It's been the best decision I made. Last week I felt my world fall apart and yeah, she put it back together, made me man up and face my fears. It's a lazy Monday, showed up for work still in a hangover, I got up late prayed and left for work immediately. I'm trying to prioritize time management. It's better to try than not to try at all. So I got to work on time but I had to buy breakfast and took it as soon as I got seated in my office. I'm high asf trying to write this page because, well did I mention it's our anniversary and I'm happy I have this girl right now in my life. When I stare at the waves of the ocean in front of me baked. It gives me flashbacks, how the waves go back and forth like how I stroke her to the rhythm she likes, till her legs are shaking. The kind of maturity I got from her is an achievement. It seems like she knows how to improve my ideas , my every thought, my identity to be precise. She has made me realize that I have been but like a flag, when the wind blows I follow through. Should I say that she instilled in me a sense of being anchored being locked in.