Adventure Land // N.H. AU

Chapter 15

Magnolia

No one knows where I am. I am not alone, but I am not welcome either. 

I am at a small house in the back woods of Louisiana, somewhere I would never thought I would have ended up being at. I met some people at a small gas station outside of Benton. It was a group of two guys and a girl, they are all about my age. They could all tell I wasn't from here and invited me to the party that their friends are hosting tonight. 

At the moment I am sitting in front of a fire with a handful of these people that I seem to have little in common with. I take a drink from my beer and get up from my chair sat near the fire. I walk up to the house and go into the back of the house. I shut the door quietly and walk my way down the hallway and find a bathroom. 

I find the bathroom, but when I open the door two people are having sex in the tub. I guy shouts and I small the door shut. I pull out my phone and see that I have a new text from someone I keep trying to avoid. Niall won't leave me alone, on top of my family. Maybe they should just realize that I want to be alone, and I don't need them to find me. 

I walk back outside and go back to where I was sitting, and take a drink from my can. 

"I have never seen you around here." A guy says to me as he stands behind. 

"Maybe it is because I am not from around here." I remark back. 

"You're sassy, I like that." I turn around and a young guy, probably about my age is standing behind me. 

He isn't gorgeous, but he is pretty attractive. He is sun kissed and he black hair and tattoos make him sort of desirable. 

"And where would you be from?" He asks him curiosity in his voice. 

"And that is a secret for only me to know, and maybe for you to find out." I turn around and he grabs my wrist and pulls me back. 

He pulls me close and in moments his mouth is on mine and he is kissing me like it is his last. He pulls back and looks me in the eyes. "Now, where were you from?" 

"I don't think that was enough."I tell him and he pulls me back and kisses me again. It is getting heated and heated and he pulls me to his car and opens the back door and we climb inside. 

I don't know why I do this to myself. Sex is suppose to mean to be making love to someone, but the only person I have had sex with that I loved, I am avoiding. I enjoy sex, it makes me feel like I am breathing for once and that I am alive. 

The guy, I don't even know pulls my shirt over my head and unbuckles his pants and I do mine. We are both panting and the car is heating up, on top of the summer heat around us. It is quick, and enjoyable, but nothing special. 

"Texas." I tell him as he has his head on the seat trying to gain his breath back. He looks at my before I leave the car and find my own. 

I pull out my keys and start my car and pull out on to the pitch black road. I turn on the air conditioning and turn on the radio lowly. The night has just began, but it feels like it is already over for. 

In seconds my cheeks are wet and I am crying, I don't know why, but I am. I can't help but pull out my phone and dial a number that I have been trying to avoid. 

In moments he picks up and I am silent, and so is he. 

"Niall." I sniffle out, trying to not sound upset. 

"Maggie, are you okay." He asks sounding more concerned then ever. 

"I don't know why I do this to myself, Niall."

"Maggie are you okay? Where are you?" He begins to ask me questions again, even though I am not answering any of them.

"I only do it because it makes me feel alive, but I don't ever like the out come, why do I do it? And when I do I fuck up everything, for example Max and you and Tyler, I fucked up that whole situation."

"Magnolia, listen to me." I go silent and I wipe my eyes as I continue to drive down the road. 

"Maggie, it is going to be okay, where are you?" 

"Louisiana." 

"Where at?"

"I don't know, near the Texas border." I try to tell him, even though I am just as lost. 

"Why did you leave?" Niall asks. 

"Because I fuck up everything." And my tears start again. I try to control myself, but I can't seem too. 

"You are only three hours away, how about you drive home and everything will be okay?" He tries to convince me. 

"Niall you don't understand, I don't want to come home." I hang up my phone and turn it off. I get on the highway and I speed down going to some unkown place.