SOLIVAGANT ⚠︎

"CHANGES"

Finally leaving the highschool life,
Everyone is excited for college,
Most of them graduating without any knowledge
And people just wanting to thrive.

That one friend group that was apparently close
"Let's go out sometime" "Let's stay together forever"
Don't end up needing each other in the years to come.

"Grow up" "Be more mature"
That's a regular saying
But no one wants talk about the games
The highschools been playing.

Hundreds of connections cut out because of flimsy mistakes and forgotten pasts,
My Mental health has been treated like trash,
Classmates being salty and gaslighters,
Teachers are ignorant and itch things away like a rash.

The school system is faulty,
The classrooms are getting violent,
Everyday I'd be praying for a better time coming,
"I feel we are not aligning together" "you are so salty" Nobody gives a damn.
I wasn't even that close to you to begin with.

Graduation day approaches,
I see your new colours,
No one really knows this,
But I am quite observant.

Graduation is here,
We all "smile" in the pictures,
Our hats are thrown in the air,
Thank God we are leaving.

I hug alot of people in the end,
Both fake and faker,
I give all a bright smile,
I am finally free from these deceivers.

I come back home,
I start blocking people,
Already blocked by some,
I mean I already didn't fw them.

I look at my wrists and see my scars
Crying on the spot but no need to be alarmed.
Nobody to turn to, I am quite lonely
It's quite better than being surrounded around a bunch of phonies.

We have finally left,
I hope we are all okay
After all in life,
We all have to go through CHANGES