[This story wasn't inspired by the the song but I felt it fits]
'September 1st 1989
Dear Diary
I swear I have done this before. I watched Jason Dean die. I thought it was all over. Why am I back in September? Was it just a bad dream? It felt so real. maybe am just going insane. -Veronica Sawyer'
I set my pencil down on my desk and closed my diary, putting it in my bag.
"Veronica! breakfast!"
I go to my closet but my blue uniform is gone. So I grabbed light blue dress and scarf. I am getting serious Déjà vu. As I make my way down stairs my mom greets me
"First day on senior year! Aren't you excited?"
Sitting down at the table I nod "Uh... Yeah... Totally stooked..." As I shove eggs and bacon into my mouth.
*After Breakfast*
As I started walking to school with my bag over my shoulder. All I need to do is get to school. Once am at school everything will not be like my dream and I can calm down.
As I am basically pushed into the doors of my school I look around. Everything is just like the dream. Kurt and Ram are shoving some kid around, the Heather's are getting ready by their lockers.
In my distraction, I run into someone
"Hey Veronica!"
"hey... " Martha Dunnstock. My best friend since Diapers! "we uh... Still on for movie night?"
"I rented the princess bride!" She smiles at me picking up her books
"that's great... " it's kinda hard to sound cheery. I had this same conversation before. Now, it was in the lunchroom last time but still!
"Are you feeling okay? Did something happen?" She walked next to me as we made our way to class
"Just a nightmare. I guess I am just nervous for the first day" I last saw Martha in a wheelchair after she tried to kill herself. And yet, here she is. Perfectly fine.
"I get it! I really hope Ram notices me! I had a dream we rode on ponies together over the school!" Martha can do so much better than that beer guzzling jock. I just wish she'd realize that.
"Well, Don't give up hope I guess" I can't tell her Ram isn't gonna love her. It'd crush her. I can't see Martha like that again.
We get to class. Finally. Something to focus on other than this weird repeating thing.
It's the same lecture. Is everything really the same? Than that means.... Could I change things? I could stop that psycho from killing 3 of my classmates AND almost blowing up the school...
But if I just ignore JD than nothing will change. People will still be jerks. Jason may have been FUCKING insane but we did stop homophobia (mostly) at westaburg and after he died I forced everyone to change.
But all that started from us murdering people and blaming it on suicide. How can I possibly do this?
"VERONICA!"
I almost fell out of my chair. I was so zoned out I hadn't noticed the teacher calling me.
"Can you PLEASE focus!"
"Sorry Mrs.Flemming... "
*Lunchtime*
Ram knocked my tray out of my hands in the same place and time as before. "fucking dick... "
"What'd you say SKANK?" He turned clenching his fists
"ahhh! Nothing!" He does the stupid 'Am watching you' thing with his hand and walks away to his forbidden love Kurt... Pfft haha
After the whole thing with Kurt again and the Heather's grand entrance , I head to the bathrooms. If I wanna change anything, I need people to listen to me. And to do that. I need to join the Heathers.
[Sorry if it jumped around a lot. I tried to get to a good point to start. I was gonna start at JD's death but I couldn't put my idea in words. Feel free to give ideas for the future of the story :)]
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FanfictionVeronica Sawyer had seen JD blow up. She watched Heather, Kurt, and Ram die. yet she wakes up September 1st 1989 with everything the exact same.
