My kinda color is hard to understand
I've been looking for it for a while
Ever since I knew it didn't have to be the same as the others
I don't think there's anything wrong with their colors
The pinks are pretty and are fitting
The blues are cool and I don't mind them but I don't know if they are for me
The yellows are a bit intimidating but I like them
I like them a lot actually
I feel unworthy of the yellows though
Like they are superior to what I could ever be
But I've always kinda wanted to be with them
Yet then again I don't mind the pink
Ive thought about mixing the colors
But that sends my brain into a muddy mess
It feels wrong to categorize myself in a color that I mess up on sometimes
I want to be respectful and until it comes naturally
I think I'll stay in my pink
Though that probably won't happen
I'll keep living this cuz it's not a truth but not a lie
