paparazzi // heejake

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A/N: so tomorrow I will go to change my high school and I hope they accept me, wish me luck please🥺

Jake pov

"SHE DID WHAT???!!" Sunghoon,Jungwon and Ni-ki screamed at the same time

"That bitch" says Sunoo

"I'm gonna beat the shit out of her whrn she come back to work" says Jungwon

"I think I'll run her over with my car" says Ni-ki

"Ni-ki,you don't have a car" I said

"Then with my bike, atleast she will have a broken leg or finger toe"

"You don't have a bike either " i said facepalming myself

"Shut upp...I trying to help you" says Ni-ki sulking

"Oh my god Ni-ki, you are not helping at all" says Sunoo pushing Ni-ki playfully

"Stoop being mean" Ni-ki said sulking more and hugging Sunghoon

"Oh my godd,stop being lovely dovely next to me. I'm heart broken" I said and I throw myself on the couch while Sunghoon started blushing. Only I know about his crush on Ni-ki

"I still can't believe that Heeseung hyung thought you were actually cheating on him, especially with a girl," Sunoo says.

"You tell me" I say "What should I do now?"

"I have an idea," Jungwon says

"What idea?" we say all three at the same time

"If I tell Jay hyung to tell Heeseung hyung that everything the bitch Danielle wrote is fake? Do you think he will believe it? After all, they are very close" says Jungwon

"YOU ARE A GENIUS" screamed Ni-ki

"I know" says Jungwon and flutters his non-existent eyelashes

"I don't know what to say...he'll ask him how he knows and if he tells him it's from you, then he won't believe it because he'll know that I was the one who told you," I say, I've already lost hope

"Yes, but he doesn't know that Danielle tried to sexually assault you"

"WHAT DID THAT WHORE DO??" Sunghoon, Sunoo and Ni-ki shout again. I forgot that I didn't tell them.

"Long story" I say a little tired

"We have time" says Ni-ki

Heeseung pov (finally)

Ever since I found out that Jake was cheating on me all this time, I've been working non-stop. I chose not to suffer too much and to rely on myself and the promotion of the album. It hurts. My heart aches. It hurts like hell.

I gave him everything. I would have been willing to give up everything for him. To my career.  To the fans. To money. To everything. I have never been in love and he was the first...and I hoped the last. If I knew that love hurts so much, I wouldn't fell in love in the first place. But I was fooled by his beautiful face.

I thought he loved me.

I thought he was the only one.

I wrote songs about him. I also bought the new house just for us. I took risks. And for what? For me to be the one hurt in the end. I loved him. I still do. And I think I will always do it.

Why would he do something like this to me? Didn't I give him enough freedom? Didn't I loved him enough? Didn't I gave him enough? does he loved me Or did he even found me a love interest at least?

Fuck this shit.

I said I hate him.

But I don't.

And I will never do it.

If he came to me now, I would welcome him with open arms...but is it worth it?

If he hurt me once, that means he will do it again, right? And the third. And the fourth. Until I give up. On him or on life, i don't know.

Damn. I'm fucked up. Love got me fucked up.

I just wanted to live. To feel how is like to be loved and to love too. But I guess it was just a one side love.

All I hope is that this is just a nightmare. I wish to wake up in his arms and hear him tell me that he loves me over and over again. To kiss me. God, those lips. And after so many days, I still feel his lips on mine.

"Hyung, you need to take a break NOW!" I hear Jay who has just entered the practice room

"I can't Jay, I don't think I'm ready enough for the concert tomorrow"

"Hyung, what happened? You've been like this for two days. You tire yourself too much. You haven't eat. You haven't sleep. Are you ok?"

"No Jay, I'm not" I said and burst into tears. A scared Jay quickly took me in a hug while patting my back.
I'm not a person who cries often, but when I'm down and someone asks me if I'm ok, I lose it.

"Oh my god hyung. What happened? Is it related to the album? I told you that you did great" says Jay and directs me to sit on the floor, I continue to cry in his arms. Jay is the only person who sees me cry, apart from my parents and my older brother. But he is the only one close and always by my side now. My dearest friend. My brother from another mother.

"N-no..it's not about the album." I said between hiccups

"Then?"

"A-about J-Jake. He cheated on me. H-he li-lied to me a-all this ti-time." I said burring my head in his chest, wetting his shirt with my tears

"He did what?" Jay asked confused

"H-he cheated ,Jay. He doesn't love me anymore. I'm not h-his"

"Are you sure? What If you didn't understand well?"

"I saw an Instagram post with a picture of him and a colleague of his where it said they had been together for a few months and that the rumors about me and him are fake" I said

"Did he say that??" he asked,more like yelling

"Not him, the girl said"

"And if she's lying? Jungwon told me something about a colleague of theirs that she's obsessed with Jake and made moves on him even tho he told her he's not interested and already have a boyfriend who he love so much"

"W-what?"

Jay the cupidon and relationship saver.
We love you Jay💚

I hope y'all like it
Lots of love for you 🫶🏻🫶🏻