I arrived home after a long day at work, it wasn't enough that I had a fight with two customers, I also saw that romantic moment between Heeseung and Jiwoo. What was in my head? Did I really think he would ever like me? Stupid. I'm just a fan of his who happened to meet him.
But I don't have to give up so easily, I can't. In the end he asked for my phone number, he comes to the cafe every day to talk to me, it's clear that he feels something for me. Right?
I can't let the fake blonde win. He will be mine. He has no other option. Me or nobody.
After I showered and did my skincare, I went to bed to watch tiktok, but my fy is full of edits with Heeseung singing "Still with you" to Jiwoo. Ugh.
But an edit caught my attention. I'm in it too.
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Heeseung what are you doing to me?
Just when I was playing non-stop on that tiktok, Heeseung sent me a message.
Heeseung I didn't saw you at the concert today
Jake Ikkk I m sorry but I couldn't leave the cafe earlier today I really wanted to come At least I viewed from the cafe TV live
Heeseung You did?
Jake Yes It was amazing I really wished I was there
Heeseung It's ok Jakey Are you free now?
Jake Uhm yeah, why?
Heeseung Do you want to hang out? Maybe we could go on a night drive
Jake Or maybe you could come to my place , watch a movie, eat some snacks, talk about our day. What do you think?
Heeseung Yeah I ll be there in 10
Jake Okk I m waiting
How stupid can I be? The posters, the albums, everything. My whole room is full of Heeseung. Oh my gosh. If he sees them, he'll think I'm a freak obsessed with him. I have 10 minutes to take them down and put them somewhere.
10 minutes passed but it felt like an eternity. I couldn't take them down, I felt sorry for them. But when he leaves I will put them back. I can't sleep without Heeseung on the nightstand.
RING RING RING
He came. Oh my god. My heart is beating so fast. What was in my head to call him to me? But I can't show that I'm flustered.
I arranged my hair a little in the mirror and headed for the door. When I opened it, I was left speechless. God, how good-looking this man is.
"Hi" I said
"Hi Jakey. I went shopping to get some snacks, I hope you like it"
I have a better snack in front of me - Jake focus!
"Thank you, come in"
"Cute Pajamas"
Oh shit. I completely forgot. My puppy pajamas. Fuck I was so preoccupied with taking down the poster that I didn't look at how I was dressed.
"Why did you stay in the door frame? Come here pup"
PUP?JAJAJABAJAJUSJSHSH Focus Jake
We sat down on the couch and put on a romantic movie to watch.Through my window.
The movie looks interesting but I can't concentrate when Heeseung is so close to me.
"Where's Ni-ki?"
"He went to a party with the other dancers"
"Oh so we're alone?"
"hmm"
AND WHAT SHOULD THIS MEAN?
In the film there was a hotter scene, in which the boy entered the girl's house through the window, the girl already has a huge crush on him, and he started kissing her, after which he gave her oral sex.
I couldn't watch the whole sequence without blushing, I took a pillow in my arms and covered my face, then I hear Heeseung chuckling.
"What happened, Jakey?" says Heeseung in a teasing tone
"Nothing Why?"
"Would you like this?"
"What to like?"
"Nothing, the scene is over, you can continue watching"
"Okay..."
The atmosphere in the room feels hotter and hotter, I don't know if he feels it too or if it's just my imagination. "Would you like this?" What is this supposed to mean?
Without realizing it, the movie ended.
"It's getting late, I should go home," says Heeseung
"You can stay here overnight" STUPID STUPID STUPID why jake
"But I don't have change"
"I'll give you something from Ni-ki"
"Oh Jakey, do you really want me to stay the night?" Heeseung says teasingly
"Yes...I mean no...I mean you do what you want"
"Ok sure, I'll stay overnight if you want it that much"
"I said I don't want to"
"surerrrr"
"Ugh..why are you so stubborn?"
"I'm not, you are"
"Why?"
"You do anything to get what you want, like you are now, you find any excuse so that I can sleep here....with you"
"Not true"
"Mhm"
I went to Ni-ki's room to find some comfortable clothes of his to give to Heeseung. I still can't figure out how I got up the courage to tell Heeseung to stay the night. Last time when he stayed overnight there were also Ni-ki and Sunoo, now it's just the two of us. I found him a pair of gray sweatpants and a black tank top. Yes, I chose them for a reason.
"here"
"Thanks Jakey"
While Heeseung went to take a shower, I went to bed eating some chocolate flavored ice cream. Heeseung comes out of the bathroom, dressed in the clothes I gave him and with wet hair.
"Can you help me dry my hair?" he asked me
"Um...yeah"
I took the dryer from the closet and a brush and started to dry his hair, but what I didn't expect was when he grabbed my waist and hugged me. I hope they don't hear my frantic heartbeat.
"Done" I said and pulled away from him, not because I didn't like his touch, but because I had a little left and I was fainting
