Two chapters in a day? Wow
JAYWON TIME
Author pov (in the same night)
Jungwon took Danielle to the hospital, sure, he can't stand her, he even hates her. But he still doesn't want the girl to die, yet. Meanwhile, Jay took Yunjin home and tried to calm her down on the way. It can be seen from her face that she still hasn't had enough of Danielle, but she needs to calm down, otherwise she would commit the crime, yet she is happy that she taught her a lesson.
After Jay took her home, he called Jungwon.
"Wonie, are you still at the hospital?"
"yeah hyung"
"Okok, I'll come right away to get you"
Jay got into the car and started for the hospital. He doesn't care about Danielle, not at all, he would have left her there to crawl like a snake, but at Jungwon's insistence, he took her.
Jungwon seems like the kind of hard man who doesn't care about anything or anyone, but in fact he has a heart too good and big for this world.
Jay arrived in front of the hospital, waiting for Jungwon saiqsa to get into the car. He sent him a message to let him know.
After about 10 minutes, Jungwon leaves the hospital and gets into the car next to Jay.
"I don't want to go home now, can we go to a park?" Jungwon says, you can hear the tiredness in his voice
"Are you sure? You look a bit tired" Jay asked, worried
"Yes hyung" says Jungwon
The way to the park was quiet, a strange atmosphere for Jay, considering that Jungwon is always talkative. What happened to be like this now?
The two arrived in a park near Jungwon's house. They got out of the car and sat on a bench near the lake. It's still quiet. None speak. All that can be heard under the light waves in the lake and the crickets that create an even greater tension.
Sobbing can be heard. Jungwon cries. For the first time in 2 years and the first time Jay sees the boy crying, he hopes it will be the last time.
"W-what happened?" Jay asked, hugging Jungwon, worried
"N-nothing."
"Jungwon, I know it's nothing. B-but if you don't want to tell me, it's ok"
"It's just...I know I shouldn't be thinking about me right now because this has to do with Jake hyung not me...but everything that happened today reminded me of a bad part of my past" Jungwon says, still crying in Jay's arms. Jay doesn't say anything and encourages the younger to continue "It's related to my ex...he was fixated like Danielle...crazy. He always followed me everywhere, he wouldn't let me wear what I wanted, he just made stuff up about me so that no one would like me, he told me every day that I am useless and that I am just a fagot obsessed with boys and... sex. But in fact I am a virgin... or that's what I want to believe."
"What do you mean that's what you want to believe?" Jay asks, confused, but gets scared when Jungwon starts crying even harder
"H-he...f-forced me to...t-to..." Jay stops him from talking, he understood what Jungwon wanted to say
Jay feels his nerves rising. He doesn't want to imagine what his Jungwon went through. If he could, he would turn back time just to teach that guy a lesson, but he knows it's impossible. Now he can't be nervous, he has to be here for Jungwon, but he can't find the words. That really marked him.
"And the bad part-" continued Jungwon, waking Jay up to reality "is that no one believed me, not even my mother" continued Jungwon
"So...where is this guy now?"
"In prison... I found out after some time that he was also raping girls and filming them... while he was in a relationship with me... and when I saw the videos I went straight to the police and was arrested immediate"
There is silence between the two, Jungwon has stopped crying, and now they are hugging on the bench.
"What about you Jay?"
"Huh?"
"You comforted me, now it's my turn. I'm sure you didn't have a perfect life either"
"Well... something like that. When I was little, I was always away, I had many 'homes' but never a house. We always changed countries because of my father's work. My father was always strict, especially after he died mother. But now I don't know anything about him either, after I told him that I was offered the chance to become a manager at Hybe, he abandoned me. He always wanted me to take his company I'll lead it when he won't be able to. But I never wanted that. He didn't have faith in me that I would succeed with this, but look at me now, I'm a millionaire."
"I can't imagine what it's like to have a father like that" says Jungwon, taking Jay's hand, squeezing him a little, a sign that he will always be there for him
"You tell me" chuckled Jay "I don't want my future children to grow up like this, I'd like to be a supportive father"
"Do you want children?" Jungwon asks
"Yes, I want two or three"
"But you're gay-"
"Hey! That doesn't mean I can't adopt, it's 2024 Jungwon, there are many ways an lgbt couple can have children"
"You're right"
"But you...you want childrens?
"I would honestly like to have a little girl. To go get her cute dresses and dolls and when she grows up I'll go with her and get make-up..." and in the next 15 minutes they continued like that. Jungwon telling Jay why he wants a girl with a smile on her face. But Jay doesn't hear anything, he looks at Jungwon with a smile on his face, admiring him.
"How beautiful you are" Jay says suddenly, stopping Jungwon from what he was saying
"W-what?" Jungwon asks shocked why Jay just said that. Nothing has told him until now that he is beautiful with this look in their eyes.
"I said you're beautiful" and again the silence between the two
"Jay-" Jungwon was interrupted by Jay's lips pressed against his
"Oh my god, sorry Jungwon, I didn't mean to do this without your consent" Jay says after breaking the kiss
"Did you just kissed me?" Jungwon says
"Yes.."
"I don't think so...do it one more time to confirm it"
"What?" Jay says confused
"I said do it one more time, that was too fast and I couldn't process it. Do it again but slower..and longer. Just to confirm it"
Jay looks confused at Jungwon but still kisses him again, exactly as Jungwon said, slowly and longer, but this time Jungwon has time to respond to the kiss. The two kiss as if they have been waiting their whole lives for this moment. Jay grabbed Jungwon's thighs, placing him on his lap to deepen the kiss. Jungwon's hands make their way to Jay's hair, tugging a little while Jay's hands are on Jungwon's waist, caressing it.
The two break the kiss due to lack of air and look into each other's eyes.
"What are we?" Jungwon asks, making Jay chuckle and Jungwon SWEARS it's the hottest sound he's ever heard.
"What do you think we are?"
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paparazzi // heejake
Fanfic"I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me" Heejake ff
