Only for you// Minsung

Chapter 8~

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Warning! There are parts in this chapter where Jisung doesn't consent to sexual actions! If you are sensitive to this feel free to click off this ff, or stop when you see bold text like this. Remember that you are safe and loved, and if anything like this had happened to you, you are not at fault. You are valid and loved. Please take care of yourself 💗<3

~Lee Minho~

I just scoffed. "Seriously?" Seojin scoffed as well. He put a finger on my chest, pushing me back gently, but rough enough that I stumbled back a couple steps. I was beginning to lose my patience with Seojin. "Seriously."

It took all my strength not to lunge at him. I knew I would win if we fought. But I tried my best to keep calm. Fighting Seojin would get me the opposite of what I wanted. To get on better terms with Jisung. "Just let me apologize."

"He probably doesn't want you to apologize right now. He needs time and you should give him space." Minho scowled. "How about you don't tell me about what he wants and let him decide for himself. He's not a kid." This made Seojin frown, he crossed his arms. "As if you know better for Jisung than I do. He probably hates you."

I had to take a deep breath so I didn't start beating his face into the cold and dirty tile floor of the cafeteria. "I'm going to fucking apologize."

 "I don't care." This bitch was making me mad. "Just go away Seojin." Seojin gets close to me, leaning over to whisper in my ear. "Believe me, leave him alone. I have plans for him." 

After hearing that I couldn't hold back anymore. I punched him square in the jaw. Seojin fell back onto the floor. He scowled and quickly stood back up, he pummeled me to the ground and we both began throwing punches. He hit my shoulder and I hissed, knowing it was going to bruise. I got on top of him, sitting on top of him. I rose my fist. 

But I stopped when I heard a small voice. "M-Minho...?" 

~Han Jisung~

I was shocked to see Minho sitting on Seojin's stomach, about to punch him. Minho immediately stopped, quickly getting up from Seojin and turning to face me. "J-Jisung.... Please listen to me, I can explain." I didn't know what to say. Both boys had bruises so clearly neither of them were fully innocent of not harming the other. 

I didn't want to hear it though. As far as I'm concerned, he beat up my innocent friend. I ignored him and went to help Seojin off the floor.

Minho sighed, running his hand through his caramel brown hair. I blushed a bit, Minho looked admittedly a little attractive when he did that, but I would never let that slip from my lips.

Seojin intertwined our fingers, distracting me from my thoughts. "I was defending myself Jisungie." Seojin whispered, his voice cracking. "He threw the first punch Ji." I turned to Minho who was frowning. 

"You have bruises too, follow me." I mumbled, Minho looked at me, surprised. But he did end up following me.

 All three of us ended up at the nurse's office. The nurse looked up at the three boys. "Can I help you three?" 

"Yes, uhm, can we have two ice packs?" The nurse nodded, going to the back to get ice. 

~Lee Minho~

I got a bit ticked off when I saw Seojin playing with Han's fingers. I was upset. And yeah, I'll admit I wouldn't be mad if I were in Seojin's place and were able to lean on Jisung like that.

The nurse came back with the ice, handing both to Jisung. Jisung nodded smiled at the nurse as he thanked her. 'God, his heart shaped lips were beautiful...No, I shouldn't think like that. I can't think like that.' I snapped out of my trance as Jisung handed me the ice. "Thanks." I mumbled, looking down at the cute quokka boy. "I appreciate it."

Jisung smiled again and I was distracted by his pretty lips. 'I'm fucked.' I was finally able to look away from him. Though of course I didn't want to. Who would want to look away from someone like Han? At this point I felt myself slipping. I knew I had fallen for him. All I could do was accept my fate.

~Han Jisung~

Did I notice him glancing at my lips? Yes, I did. Did I mind? 

Minho took the ice pack, his long fingers brushing mine. My heart skipped a beat, but I didn't let it show on my face. Minho smirked slightly. "I'm glad you care." He then walked away, leaving me just standing there as I tried to get my heartbeat back in line while I watched him as he calmly left.

Once again my thought process was interrupted by Seojin. I hadn't even noticed he had walked us back into the cafeteria. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me down onto his lap. I was facing him with either of my legs on is sides, I was straddling him as my shins rested on the cold bench. He nuzzled into my neck. It was a lot at once. "S-Seojin?" He sighed against my neck. "Jisung... I like you. A lot." 

This is the warning, if you are sensitive, you don't have to continue

Before I could respond I felt his lips on mine, he was kissing me roughly. I whimpered, trying to gently push him away but he held onto me tightly, running his hands up my sides. I tried to tell him that I don't want this, but he just took the opportunity to slip his tongue in my mouth.

He stood up, picking me up and carrying me somewhere. I continued to try to speak, but he shut me up with his tongue. He carried me into the bathroom and into one of the stalls, locking it behind him. I realized what he planned on doing and tried to speak my protest. "N-n-" He shut me up again by covering my mouth with his hand.

He began trying to take off my pants, I felt weak.He was clearly much stronger than me and I couldn't do anything. He smirked. "Good boy, your going to be a nice quick fuck huh? You were so good last time, such pretty sounds." I froze as I put the pieces together. "You were the one that...?" 

He just shushed me, pulling down my pants, then my boxers, letting the fabric pool at my ankles. "W-wait-" 

"No." He pressed a kiss to my neck, sucking and leaving a mark. I whimpered, which only made him bite down harder. A jolt of pain shot down his spine. "Be good." He put a hand over my mouth seconds before he suddenly stuck two fingers up me, not being gentle at all. It felt painful and there was nothing enjoyable about it, I just wanted to get away.

I gasped, but my sounds were almost entirely silenced by his hand. He barely gave me time to adjust before he stuck another digit in, scissoring me. I continued to whimper into his hand, but my pain never turned to pleasure.

I felt weak, I didn't want this right now, but I didn't feel like I could fight him. I closed my eyes and just took it, a high moan leaving my mouth when Seojin suddenly pushed into me. He once again didn't let me adjust before he started thrusting, chasing his own release.

He put a condom on my dick, beginning to stroke me. This continued, him making me overstimulated as I cummed multiple times before he finally released. I let out a sigh of relief as he pulled out. I hadn't even noticed he put a condom on. He took mine off too, tying them. 

"Thanks, you felt great." He just left, throwing the dirty condoms away on his way out.

I fell onto the floor, unable to hold myself up. I just hid my face in my hands, letting the hot tears run down my cheeks. I felt betrayed and in pain.

~End~

I cried writing this, I'm so sorry 🥹