Only for you// Minsung

Chapter 9~

~Support Mimiluves_straykids~

By the way I re-read all my previous chapters and... honestly it was so bad 😭so I fixed a lot of stuff, and tweaked some stuff too just so you know if stuff is different. No pressure to re-read though :) And again, some may find some things in this chapter disturbing, 

~Lee Minho~

I skipped class because I couldn't stop thinking about Jisung. It felt stupid, but he's the only thing that could occupy my mind. I never realized how beautiful he actually was. Something about him just pulled me in closer, and it was feeling more and more apparent that the small part of me that cared for him was beginning to take over my heart completely. I was falling in love with Jisung. And it was no longer a slow process.

However, my thoughts were paused when I heard crying in the bathroom. It was a little annoying to have been woken up out my thoughts about the gorgeous boy just for some weakling who couldn't keep in his tears. I walked into the bathroom, freezing when I saw Jisung. 

He was on the floor, both his pants and boxers pooled at his ankles, his shirt askew, revealing his bony ribcage. Suddenly some 'weakling' felt like my biggest priority, along with the new hole in my heart.

~Han Jisung~

A sudden weight on my lower half scared me out of me out of my tears. I had been so occupied with crying that I hadn't noticed Minho. He had draped his jacket over my lower half and was now caressing my arm. I didn't know what to say, I felt embarrassed and ashamed that Minho had seen me like this. "S-sorry your p-probably disgusted..." I tried to hide my face in my hands.

I felt Minho pulling my hands away from my face and he held my face. "I'm disgusted, but not at you Ji. I don't think you're in this position on purpose."

~Lee Minho~

My heart broke when he said I was probably disgusted, even with my reassurance he seemed reluctant to believe me. I can't even wrap my mind around why he would feel the need to apologize.

 "Can you walk?" He slowly shook his head. "Okay, I'll give you some space to redress. Knock on the stall when you're done okay?" 

The weak boy slowly nodded and I took it as my cue to go to the next stall to give him space.  About a minute later, there was a small knock on the stall and I came back. Jisung was covering his face with his hands again, and still seemed embarrassed.

I sat in front of him and gently took his hands off his pretty face. "Hey, I promise that I could never be disgusted at you for something like this Jisung, it's not your fault you're in this position." I watched his cute face relax a bit. "You're safe now."

I helped him sit up and held him close as his pretty eyes began to tear up.

~Han Jisung~

It felt embarrassing.

I was crying into my supposed enemy's arms, yet something about this cold guy made me feel secure. And I completely believed him when he told me I was safe.

~Lee Felix~

Where the hell is Jisung? It was the end of 4th period (the period after our lunch) and his teacher said he had never even shown up to class, which was out of character. But at the same time, I had a lingering feeling that what happened last time may have happened again. 

I immediately just began running and looking for him in every hall, classroom, or closet. I didn't care if I looked crazy I wanted my friend to be safe and comfortable.

 I would much rather he suddenly started a rebellious phase than what I was thinking may have happened, though the only likely conclusion I could come to was that the monster had taken advantage of my best friend again.

I was running so fast that I ran into someone. I didn't have time to check who it was, I just kept running.

And sure enough, my thoughts were proved to be true when I walked into the final and last bathroom I had to check on campus and found Jisung... With Minho?

~Lee Minho~

A sudden bang pulled my attention from the small and crying boy in my arms. It was Felix, and the feelings on his face were fluctuating. He looked relieved, but angry and confused. He suddenly looked at me. 

"What did you do?!" I just scowled and covered Jisung's ears. "Shut up Lee, I didn't do this." He scoffed and quickly walked over to the both of us. "He's fucking crying what did you do!?" 

"I told you I didn't do shit!" "You're fucking lying, who else!?" "I don't fucking-"

A small voice interrupted our argument and Jisung spoke. "I-It wasn't Minho." I held the boy a bit tighter, and Felix's face fell. "But... what happened then Ji? Who was it?" 

Jisung took in a shaky breath. "S-Seojin..." The whole room turned to look at who walked in the door. It was Chan, and the he looked extremely confused.

"Me and Seojin were walking in the hallway when Felix ran into us, I was worried something happened so-"

Felix's face turned extremely pale, and he spoke with a flat and serious tone no one had ever heard from him, including Jisung, who looked surprised. "Chan, don't let Seojin leave. Take him to the principal's office and make sure he stays there until we get there."

Chan froze, but quickly nodded and left to do as Felix told him. I turned to Jisung. "Let's get you out of here." The boy nodded and I took it as my cue.

~Han Jisung~

In my defense who wouldn't be flustered? Someone as handsome as Minho lifting you up with ease? Especially the way he was holding me so close. He didn't bat an eye at my weight and just continued to carry me through the halls to the principal's office, only paying attention to whatever was straight ahead of him. The teachers and bratty students on hall duty didn't even say anything they were so surprised to see Minho carrying me.

Yet Minho didn't stop his power walk until he was in the principals office where Chan had Seojin trapped to a chair. All it took for Seojin to be stuck was Chan's arm over his chest to restrain him from leaving. Seojin looked angry and restless, and this mood only seemed to increase when he saw me.

~Lee Minho~

Whether or not he noticed, I knew he was scared of Seojin. Without thinking he just tried to get closer to me. I held him a bit tighter before I sat down in the chair, putting him in my lap. He looked at me in surprise, but I ignored him.

"If we need a more chairs-"I interrupted the principal, holding Jisung as close to me as possible so he was curled up in a ball in my lap and resting on my chest. I wanted him to stay this close to me. "No."

Was it stupid that I wanted him this close? Maybe. Though of course lot's of things I would have found stupid even a couple weeks ago my idiotic brain has normalized. Thinking of Jisung was almost like a daily task for me, it always had been. Though now it wasn't because I hated him, it's because I might love him.

The principal went silent. "Okay... so why are you boys in here today?" Chan turned to look at Felix. Of course he didn't actually know, but he blind trusted the person he so badly wanted to be his lover.

Felix broke the ice. "Seojin sexually assaulted Jisung. Twice." The room went silent. Twice? Chan just pushed Seojin further into the chair as he contemplated the new information, me not far behind him. I didn't know Felix knew he had been sexually assaulted, or that it had happened before, why the fuck wasn't anything done? 

 I held the weak boy in my arms who slowly nodded. 

The principal just sat there wide eyed. "Oh...Oh my. I'm sorry... I'll need to get just Jisung In here please, leave Seojin in the other room with the office ladies. We'll need to make sure he doesn't leave while I get Jisung's side of the story. You all can go too, please."