Brielle Baker is a 17 year old secret Little who craves affection. although with her dad constantly working and rarely cares enough to check on brielle and her mother being M.I.A for 12 years, she has learned how to be by herself. even if that makes...
I woke up wet and scared and it was still dark out. If I had to guess I would say about three in the morning. It wouldn't bother me if I had woken up from anything other than a nightmare about my father. I debated with myself for about ten minutes before I got off my air mattress and crawl into Jacob's bed.
Totally going against my plan of being unnoticeable he wakes up and turns to me. " Baby what's wrong, why are you in my bed " he questioned me. " um i-i am w-wet and I had a bad dream " I said trying to stop the stream of tears going down my cheeks. Stupid Brielle why did I have to get in his bed he probably doesn't want me here and thinks I'm a burden.
" baby how long have you been up, come on let's change your diaper then I'll cuddle you to sleep, would you like that sweetie " he asked in a really soft tone probably not to make me even more scared. " ok i-i don't like it on anymore its cold and squishy " I told him. Since I was scared and more clingy than usual I made grabby hands for him to pick me up. " ok hunny up we go, let's get your bottom changed and go night-night " he said picking me up and carrying me into another door I failed to see.
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Oh it's a adult nursery and its so pretty. He put me on the big changing table and got out wipes a new diaper and powder. He changed me quick making sure not to let his eyes linger took me to the closet and got me new jammies since my others were a little bit wet. We got into his bed and cuddled, about 2 minutes in he asked me " do you want to talk about it baby ".
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I figured we were getting along really well and for some reason I trust him more than anyone I have ever known. Granted I have never even had a ' real ' friend before, they only ever wanted me because they thought my dad could get them connections.little did they know my dad hates me and wouldn't use any connections for me even if I needed a life saving surgery. " ok I will tell you but will you promise to not run away from me and leave me " I asked not even trying to mask my vulnerability and fear of being alone.
" yes baby I promise I will never leave you, hold out both pinkies and I will double swear it " he said completely serious. I held out both of my pinkies and he wrapped his around mine and we both kissed both out pinkies to seal the promise. " I had a bad dream about my father, he's really mean to me and really neglectful, I honestly feel horrible for letting your saint of a mom marry him but I also don't want to leave you and her, I really like it here " I said bursting into tears at those last few words. " hey, hey baby shh it's ok we will figure something out and everything will be okay " he whispered in my ear rubbing my back up and down and trying to sooth me.
He picked me up so I was straddling him and started to run his fingers through my hair and humming while rocking back and forth. I slowly stopped crying and my sobs turned into hiccups. " let daddy figure the big people stuff out okay, I will talk to my mom about it tomorrow and we will make a plan " he said still rocking me. That sounds nice, this is so calming I'm just gonna close my eyes and enjoy it. I closed my eyes and felt a kiss on my head along with a sweet good night little love then was suddenly plunged into the darkness known as sleep.
