Together With You

Love is in the Air

"Wait- I uh. Isn't this kinda." Isn't this what couples do? Sho's face did not look upset. so we kept on our way. I had never shared an umbrella with someone before. But something about it felt kind of nice. I can see why people do it so often. It is so warm and- he is so warm. I smile and keep splashing down the street. Not even noticing my shoes and socks getting soaked. I didn't really care.

We continued to talk the whole way home. Finally we arrived at the apartment. I guide him up to the elevator and we begin our ascension. But for some reason this time, the elevator did not stop at the 3rd floor. It just kept going.

We made it into my apartment. I fumble around with my keys and finally open the door. "Well this is my place. I know it's nothing fancy." I look over at Sho. His face beaming "What's got you so excited?"

"Your place is so cool!" He walks over to the kitchen and begins touching everything.

"Are you hungry, do you want anything? I realize neither of us ate at the bar." I say. My stomach rumbles over me.

"I am okay, thank you though."

"Make yourself at home, there are blankets on the couch if you want to warm up." I lean against the counter and watch him as he grabs a blanket and snuggles up on the couch. He's kinda like a dog, in a cute way.

I open the fridge just to see that it is completely empty. Shit, I was supposed to shop today. "I am going to order in from this sushi place down the street." I remembered Sho said he didn't want anything. But I really don't believe him. "Have you been there before?"

Sho looks up at me "I have a couple times, it is really amazing."

"Really is that so, what would you recommend?"

"Well first off, their Katsu and shrimp tempura are amazing. Then there is their specialty roll, which changes every week but it is the best thing on the menu. Oh! Also you can't forget about their pork dumplings. They used to be my favorite." He smiles.

"Well" I walk over to the tv and click it while handing the remote to him. "That does sound good." I pull out my phone and make the order. I have been to this restaurant many times. They actually consider me a regular. I find myself ordering my usual, and then every single one of his recommendations. Just in the off chance he might eat something.

...

After a bit of watching tv the food finally arrives. I pull out each item and set them out on the coffee table. Sho's eyes widened. "Are you really going to eat all of that?"

"Well actually the katsu, shrimp, sushi roll, and dumplings are all for you. You seriously don't have to eat it. But I figured if you got hungry it would be better to have stuff around." Now i'm the embarrassed one. I tilt my head down trying to hide my shame. WHy am I treating this guy so nice? Just then-

Sho grabs my face and lifts it up looking into my eyes, "You really bought all of that for me?"

"Well I mean you didn't want to admit you were hungry. And plus, I don't have any other food in the house so I figured-" Just then his lips pressed against mine. What was this feeling? I mean I guess it makes sense. We shared an umbrella, laughed, and he did come back to my apartment after a night of drinking. Oh no. Did I give the wrong impression. I mean I dont really mind it if I am being honest. It feels pretty nice.

His lips pushed harder into mine as he climbed on top of me. Wrapping his legs around mine. His figure is a lot lighter than mine making it easy to shift him around. Finally he stopped kissing me to get some air. His face looks pitiful. It's bright red and his eyes look so submissive. As if he isn't the one coming onto me.

"Is this really what you want?" I look at him with a serious expression.

"Yes" His mouth pushes into mine once again. This time his tongue slipped into mine.

I pick him up and take a walk towards the bedroom. If this is what he wants I don't want to hold back. Something about him makes me want it so bad. I lay him on the bed and as quickly as I can I pull off my shirt. Then I loosen my belt and unzip my pants. I lay my body into his. Kissing his neck. And for the first time he moaned. That was my breaking point. I kiss his mouth one more time then I make my way down lower, then lower. Until I finally give him something. Everytime my tongue touched him he let out a little moan. Almost like he was trying to hold it in.

"It's okay, just relax. You still want this right?" I ask, double checking before I do something I can't take back.

Sho looks at me "Please Lian." His pitiful voice was all I needed. Next thing I knew I was swallowing down his mess. But I wasn't done.

I undress him bit by bit, asking for reassurance along the way. Making sure this is what he really wants. Making sure this isn't a dream. And Just like that I began using him. Not aggressive or mean. Something completely out of character. I was being gentle making sure he was enjoying every minute of it. Making sure his winces and moans were never in pain or resentment. Once he finished again I kissed him. A long kiss, much sweeter than before.

"I hope I wasn't too rough." I said stroking his hair.

He didn't say a word. Just kissed me again.

I put on some pajamas and gave him one of my sets to wear. Seeing him in it made me want to do the whole thing over again. He looked so cute. We sat back down in the living room and he finally had the appetite to eat. Next thing I knew he drifted off to sleep in my arms, me following suit.

...

The next morning I woke up expecting him to be there. But to my surprise nothing. My home is empty. I get up and look around. On my door a note. And all it said was "Thank you". Fuck, even his handwriting is cute. It is so professional and neat. But no phone number was left. No way to contact him. Just this note. Anger filled my body. I don't know what it was, but I really thought we had a good time. Did I fuck things up again. I would have at least walked him home.

Despite my anger I tucked the note into my wallet. I look at the time and scramble to get ready for work. It's just about time to crash that meeting. Because of today's perils I decided to wear something a bit different.

 It's a black on black suit, glasses, and black gloves. I holster my gun inside my jacket and slip my shoes on, realizing they are unpolished. My biggest pet peeve and yet because of him I forgot. Fuck, I could've at least gotten him coffee this morning. But I guess there is no reason to look back. I leave my apartment and have a heart attack when the elevator jumps as usual. I make my way down the street to a small coffee shop.