IN WHICH, we follow child star BRIELLE and her childhood best friend WALKER as they navigate their
friendship.
OR
IN WHICH, WALKER has seen his best friend as more than a friend forever but now he thinks she might like him back.
OR
IN WHICH, i have...
i look in the mirror and see a girl. this girl isn't me but more like a worse version. just someone who looks like me. i see the cuts in my wrist and know that i need to hide those. i also need to put on enough makeup to cover everything up. and then hopefully no one can see.
no one can see the way he hurt me then left me here to fend for myself. so no one can see the way he hurt me again. no one needs to. these are my battles and i'll fight them myself.
today im going to the stranger things 5 premiere then tomorrow i have the deadpool and wolverine, then after that is bsc season 3, but thats in a week.
no one can know how he treated me. not aurora. not june. and DEFINITELY not walker.
if he knew then alex would be dead and walker would be in jail. my phone lights up and i see it it walker.
"speak of the devil" i mutter.
walkie talkie🩵
accept or decline
the phone is faced toward the ceiling while i cover the marks on my arms and the inner of my thighs.
"hey princess, im coming over so we can go get your dress." the nickname princess was what walker came up with when we were like 3. when we were little our parents would dress us up as prince and princesses and he would always call me 'his princess' and soon it evolved to just princess.
"walk can i ask you something?" i breathe and hope that he says yes.
"sure do you need anything?" i can tell he's getting that protiveness over me.
"can you come with me to the premieres,' im kind of nervous hell say no.
"yes princess, i'll go" i let out a breath i didn't even know that i was holding.
"talk to you later scobell." i sigh and keep at it. these stupid scars aren't going away.
"fuck you" i tell the scars like its gonna help. it actually does and i get them covered soon enough. my makeup looks simple but in reality its complex enough to make me look like i've been sleeping.
i can't tell you the last time that i slept for a reasonable amount of time. the one thing i can look forward to is walker. he has always been my rock, my foundation, my person. as much as i would love to say that june is my best friend i have to say that walker is. he's always been there for me helping me when my parents would argue. taking me in when i had my first premiere and i was nervous. he came to every one of my peremires when we were young. up until i got a boy friend but im glad that he immediately accepted.
you know what he always has a million eyes on him. i gasp and take out my note book.
hey blondie there's a million eyes on you
do you ever get curious
hey blondie there's a million eyes on you
do you ever get furious
i kinda laugh and go back to getting ready. honestly that's the first good thing about today.
"are you ready princess?" i hear the familiar voice and i turn around to give him a hug. he hugs me back and doesn't even ask why. i find comfort in his arms with his heart beating. his slight breathing on my hair comforts me with ease. i immediately feel at home and safe with him.
"so i'll take that as a no" he laughs in my hair and i shake my head. "come on princess we can watch a movie okay?" we sit in my bed and he turns on some disney movie but all i can hear is that voice in my brain telling me im not enough for this. i don't deserve to feel safe in my body. i don't have to feel like i deserve to live at all. it's an overwhelming feeling that can't seem to go away. it never has and never will. even with winning awards i dont think im a good actor or singer i don't think anyone even likes me in general.
i start to calm my self by messing with walkers hair so i can stop that feeling of regret from coming into my mind. that and reminding myself to breathe helps.
"bri are you ready now," walker snaps me back into realty.
"uhh yeah come one walk" i plant on a fake smile. i feel like he knows that it's fake but he doesn't want to pry on it.
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"brielle over here"
"brielle i love you"
"brielle how's it like to have aurora as a sister"
"are you really friend with walker scobell"
i put on a painful smile for the cameras waiting to see someone i know. turns out im the first one that had to be on the carpet
the first one of the cast members i see is priah. she walks up to me and gives me a hug. "i missed you bri!" i hug her back and for once feel at ease.
"i missed you too." we take some photos together and along with the rest of the cast.
"he bri where is your plus one" finn asks me. most of the plus ones arrived with them or they didn't bring on.
"oh he's coming soon he just had to get a suit" i shift on my feet uncomfortably.
the girls smile like they understand. finn still looks confused but before anyone can question further mille changes the topic. i nod zoned out waiting for walker. i see a limo pulling up. i look at it waiting to see the one person that i've been waiting for. walker. he sees me and then he smiles and waves at me until his name starts getting called by the paps.
"you look amazing princess."
"thanks walk" i smile and hold his hand while the cast talks around me. i find that inner peace again. priah gives me a confused look but doesn't say anything.
"come on guys it's starting," matt tells us. we get rushed to seats so we can sit down and watch. i always cringe watching myself but saying that in these first episodes i have a few scenes so i don't cringe as much.
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her outfit for today
𝓻𝓸𝓫𝓲𝓷 𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓪𝓴𝓼
so i made a photo thing but its not working so :(
so im sad
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ps alex is her recent ex and he really hurt her
he doesn't have a face claim because i cant do that to a teen boy
