Chapter 6
I could not get this thought out of my mind, why did this happen to a man so kind.
Out of breathe and tears rolling down my eyes, while saying my goodbyes.
Failing to breath, am frozen from the news of his death.
The sadness on everyone's face, hoping only that he goes to a better place.
Feels like am hallucinating, why do I feel him fading.
I feel so much pain, overwhelmed with feelings I cannot explain.
Hearts left empty, a family left lonely.
If the oceans are forever blue, why couldn't he be forever my father too.
Every time you pick me up when I fall, but sadly this time you are not there at all.
Looking at photographs, enough to break me into half.
Staring at the empty chair across the table, trying to get my life stable.
Trying to look at the future, thinking the pain will go away sooner.
Back then looking at my future, all I saw was a child left without no tutor.
Everyday asking myself why I get out of bed, despite knowing that his dead.
The agonizing pain felt after losing him, made me want to tear my body limb from limb.
I see him everywhere, but at the same time nowhere.
Every night, holding onto the thought that he may be alive the next morning so tight.
Every morning I get up thinking his by my side, the pain that comes with me realizing after a few seconds that he died.
I lost a precious one, used to my father but now gone.
I never want the hallucinations to go away, at least I can see him this way.
Hope that he can tell me, how to have him back in my life.
I know he misses me too, like the flower needs the sun too.
Like the flower needs the rain, come back and be my father again.
It is said that time heals all wounds, your death was no average wound.
