poets

not equal love

Honey ...

You know where are the cherries on my body ,you have tasted them before

You have the map of me ،and I have the picture of you , tingling my sensation so I bleed on papers

Also if you take your clothes off,and saw the other women kisses
You should also  notice all the poetries that I pour in you
All the world and all of my emotions

Darling...

I thought someone will be fantasized by my attractive mind   and  my pumping heart

Like Jody Abbot,I waited for my Jeffres  but he wasn't you

Baby ...if my soul was ten candles ,one of them is given to you

And even though I was the woman, but you were the whole Pandora's box

With all the secrets that you kept Hidden

Secret after another, you showed me your heart and I was never there

And I realised eventually,that I am setting in empty room of  a previous woman

I declare my defeat,I can say ,I will never have your heart like she did

I am the 1918's  soldir ،who died in a trench , writing a letter to his home

I am the Hiroshimian citizen who waited for the rain to turn off his burns

But it only rained black.

All the amputated dreams, that I had to miscarriage before they see the light with you

The chess duel, the book reading on your lap , the car drive with your favourite song , my hair in your palms

All of my children are dead before me

I tried to be your Lana , but eventually I became my own Taylor

And I was Diana, while she  was  your Camellia

And I will set here next to Kafka, waiting for Melina that will never come
Like Mai who waited for Jobran

My sweet Sylvia...Tod was never ours
My poor Virginia...my soul also drawning into the river

Do you remember the song?
I wanna be yours?
Yes , you won't let me
Because I am not her .