Fireworks Besiege the City

141-150

141. Heartbroken
"Only you..."
These three words were repeated in her mind. Lin Yan growled silently and buried her face in her arms in frustration.
On the podium, Old Yan was talking about the monthly exam in a loud voice, but she had no intention of listening. Her thoughts were far away.
"Are you worried about something?" Song Lian touched her shoulder and hinted. Lin Yan glanced at the podium. Sure enough, Old Yan's tiger eyes had already looked over here several times. She had to cheer up and straighten her posture to continue to "attentively" listen to the class.
Song Lian was worried and passed a small note to her. Lin Yan hesitated for a moment and replied to her: "I have encountered some things recently."
"What is it? Tell me, maybe I can help you with some advice."
You can't help me, no one can help me.
Lin Yan was very depressed.
After waiting for Old Yan to finish speaking, it was nearly ten minutes before the end of the class. Everyone was too tired to complain. The whole class came out and went straight to the cafeteria.
Lin Yan and Song Lian walked side by side, catching up with the main group. On the way, they met Zheng Xu, and the three of them walked together. Lin Yan felt very guilty for leaving Zheng Xu behind last time, and asked him during dinner if he felt uncomfortable again.
"I drank a few cups of strong tea and felt much better. It's none of your business. I was too impulsive. It's no wonder Uncle Lin was so angry." Speaking of Lin Shiheng, Zheng Xu's expression was a little subtle, and he asked nervously, "Uncle Lin...did he say anything later?"
Lin Yan tightened her hand holding the spoon, subconsciously avoiding his sight, and whispered, "No, nothing." yǜsⒽǜщǜ.иаме(yushuwu.name)
"I was drunk at the time and acted too rashly." He said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I won't do it next time."
Silly
Lin Yan said softly, "I don't blame you, but don't do that next time. It's in public, it's not a good influence"
"Well..." Zheng Xu smiled dotingly, raised his hand and rubbed her hair. The latter complained in a delicate voice, and he was skilled and natural in making jokes to beg for mercy.
Clang,
it was the sound of a spoon hitting a porcelain bowl.
Lin Yan looked up and saw Song Lian apologizing with a red face, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was so careless."
"It's okay," Lin Yan didn't understand why Song Lian apologized, but still asked with concern, "Are you burned?"
"No," Song Lian stood up and said with red eyes, "You guys chat first, I'll go back after I finish eating."
After that, she turned around and left with the plate.
Lin Yan looked at Song Lian's back and said to Zheng Xu, "Do you think she's a little strange lately?" She seemed to be particularly sentimental.
Zheng Xu followed her line of sight and saw the slender back of a girl in a white knitted jacket. He quickly lowered his eyes and said softly, "Really? I didn't notice."
Lin Yan looked at him for a while and said, "Ask you something."
Zheng Xu felt uneasy when she looked at him. He straightened his back and asked guiltily, "What's wrong?"
"Do you love me? "
Her sudden attack obviously confused Zheng Xu. Before the latter could react, she had already changed the subject in a joking tone. Look, the boy who has liked her for so many years can't blurt out love, so what is love? Does she love him?
Lin Yan was very confused.
Especially when she was free, the three words began to repeat endlessly in her mind. She became even more depressed. After school, she dived into the house and didn't want to go out at all.
After a while, Zhao Ruoruo came and knocked on the door, calling her to dinner.
Uncle Zhao came back early today, and G's mother specially asked Aunt Cui to prepare a lot of delicious food. Zhao Ruoruo was unusually well-behaved at the dinner table. She sat upright like a little lady, but in private, after Uncle Zhao agreed to her request to choose where to go to college, she was so excited that she frequently blinked and "sent secret signals" to her
. After dinner, the two of them sneaked into Zhao Ruoruo's room to whisper.
Lin Yan looked at her, "Have you decided, you really aren't going?"
"I'm not going," she smiled very sweetly, "It's boring. "
Then what do you find interesting?"
"Men."
"..." Very good, Lin Yan took a breath, if you talk to her, you have to be prepared to improve your psychological endurance at all times.
Zhao Ruoruo was in a good mood today, and took Lin Yan to the cloakroom to show her his private collection of "battle robes"
. Lin Yan: "..." You call something that is less than two taels of cloth a battle robe?
Zhao Ruoruo glanced at her, "Put away your ignorant country bumpkin look."
"..." Lin Yan.
Haha.
She turned and left
. Zhao Ruoruo stopped her and said that she bought a sister version, and it would be a waste if she didn't wear it. Lin Yan still laughed and said that she was not interested.
"Don't accept it? "Zhao Ruoruo also chuckled twice. If she didn't accept it, she would give it directly to Zheng Xu and ask him to pass it on.
Cruel enough!
Lin Yan looked at her and took the thing.
Zhao Ruoruo raised the corner of her mouth and said that she would not only give her clothes, but also invite her to see her collection. The girl walking in front swayed and walked faster, as if someone was chasing her.
Lin Yan, who had been popularizing physiological knowledge and T position by Zhao for half a month, went home with her suitcase on the day Wei Juan came back, saying that no place is better than her own.
At least no one would drag her to watch the little movie starting with the letter A at home!
After that day, Lin Yan didn't come back. Lin Shiheng was on a business trip. He had sent her a message when she saw it, but she didn't reply. Later, he didn't contact her again. Now, when she suddenly entered the house and saw familiar things, memories came flooding back like a tide.
She put the key in the low cabinet in the entrance hall and rubbed her fingers on it. Suddenly
, she remembered the scene when he held her and sat on her while she was treating the disease, opened her clothes and ate N. Her heart couldn't help but feel numb for a moment.
Lin Yan quickly lowered her eyes,
changed her shoes and went back to her room, telling herself not to be soft-hearted. Dad just made a mistake for a moment and mistook love for love. As long as she didn't give him a misunderstood response, this feeling would soon disappear, and then he would become the gentle and respectable father like before.
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