Fireworks Besiege the City

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181. She's done
At sunset, the sunset covered the entire sky, like an endless orange curtain, rendering an endless beauty under the brush and ink of nature.
Zheng Xu held Lin Yan's hand, and his palms were sweating for no reason.
He looked back at her and found that the little girl was much calmer than him. There was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and the whole person was gently glowing. The two of them hadn't been like this for a long time. It was strange. They had done more intimate things before, but now just holding hands still moved him. She probably liked it too, after all, she looked more relaxed than him.
This was not the first time he brought Lin Yan home. In fact, because they knew each other in elementary school, Zheng's father and mother were very familiar with Lin Yan. Zheng's mother was the first to discover the signs of the two being together, and privately encouraged him to pursue Lin Yan.
"My mom is on a business trip, and my dad has a social event tonight," he said, as if he was afraid that she would misunderstand, and changed the subject with an unnatural expression, "What would you like to drink?"
"Warm water is fine," Lin Yan smiled.
"Oh," Zheng Xu got up to pour water.
Afraid that she would think his intentions were not pure, he did not even enter the bedroom, but went to the kitchen to find a spare teapot to boil water. While waiting for the water to boil, his mind gradually emptied, and he hesitated when to go out. It would definitely not be good to leave her there, but would it seem too attentive if he went out immediately, and she would probably feel uncomfortable again.
Thinking about it, he smiled self-deprecatingly, when did they start to be so cautious and careful about even such trivial matters. After
thinking for a moment, the water boiled. Now there was no excuse for hesitation, he smiled frankly and took the teapot back to the living room. Lin Yan was still sitting there obediently, and he went forward to pour her water.
The heat rose, and the wall of the cup was soon covered with water droplets.
"Do you want to watch TV for a while?" He was afraid that she would be bored.
Lin Yan smiled and shook her head.
He pinched the cup in his hand, stared at her for a while, and said carefully, "You just said that you were sick, what's the matter?"
Lin Yan looked leisurely, "Well, I feel a little uncomfortable recently."
He frowned slightly, as if he was counting the days, "Not allowed again?"
"It has never been allowed." Lin Yan was helpless.
She had never had a regular period, either late or early, and sometimes she hadn't had her period for two or three months. She would feel a heavy pain in her abdomen and severe pain in her waist before her period came. Zheng Xu knew all these things. When they first got together, he would prepare brown sugar water for her every period. He knew that she was in a bad mood during this special period, so he would call her until late at night after school. They often talked until they fell asleep and the phone was still connected.
He always took her affairs for granted.
"Let's go to the hospital..." Before he finished speaking, Zheng Xu remembered Lin Shiheng's identity and occupation, and the instructions on his lips stopped. He scratched his head and was a little annoyed, "Didn't you find out the cause? It's not good to keep doing this."
"It's much better recently." Lin Yan held his hand.
Zheng Xu paused and looked up at her.
The two looked at each other for a while, and Zheng Xu couldn't help but move closer to her. He was so nervous that his Adam's apple rolled. Looking at her clear almond eyes, he asked in a hoarse voice, "Is it okay?"
Lin Yan closed her eyes lightly.
He kissed her.
The moment their lips touched, Zheng Xu's pores were clamoring, not to mention that the little girl in his arms opened her red lips slightly, which was simply tacitly allowing him to be presumptuous.
In such a beautiful atmosphere, the situation naturally got out of control -
he reached in and grasped the group of creamy breasts through the bra.
"Hmm..." Lin Yan trembled slightly, but she just kissed him more devotedly and did not make any rejection.
It is undeniable that Zheng Xu became more aggressive after being surprised.
After kissing, he eagerly carried her into the bedroom and put her on his bed.
Lin Yan's shirt buttons had been unbuttoned by him a long time ago, and at this moment, the girl's slender white and tender neck was in his sight. Zheng Xu's panting
became hotter and hotter. He lowered his head and covered her soft skin in her misty eyes and kissed it. The force of the kiss became stronger and stronger. The person under him didn't know whether she was afraid or moved, and her body gradually trembled.
He kissed lower and lower, his lips kissed along her neck to the collarbone, and carefully kissed every inch of her skin exposed outside.
The body temperature of a high school boy who is extremely passionate is no less than that of a furnace. Zheng Xu wanted more and more under her silent indulgence.
In a moment, his hot palms pressed against her thighs, slowly slid to the inside and swirled.
"Hiss..." Her back was instantly grasped,
and the person under her began to tremble slightly.
Zheng Xu thought she was shy, so he moved more slowly. If she was really willing to give herself to him, he could endure and give her the most gentle foreplay.
But just as his hand had just reached into her clothes,
the girl who had always smiled peacefully called out his name for the first time in a trembling voice.
"Zheng Xu..."
He looked up and
saw her face full of tears.
Zheng Xu quickly pulled his hand out and wanted to wipe her tears, but the girl's tears seemed to be endless, one after another, constantly falling from the corners of her eyes.
"I'm sorry," she said helplessly with a hint of despair in her voice.
No wonder people always say that women are made of water. Zheng Xu smiled self-deprecatingly, and his shoulders were about to collapse because of her crying.
"I should be the one to say sorry," he patted her back, "If I don't like it, I won't do this again, don't cry."
Lin Yan didn't know if he took her seriously, she cried even harder, almost exhausting all her tears for the year.
"You made me laugh first,"
Zheng Xu joked with her, "I haven't cried yet, but you're crying."
Lin Yan didn't know what to do, she just felt a surge of sadness in her heart. If she had known this would happen, she wouldn't have tried so hard to convince herself to make this attempt, but now? It seems like she's really finished.
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