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in which singer-song writer Amelie Hathaway falls for a boy who changes her perspective on love.
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"You shit talked me under that table, talking rings and talking cradles, i wish i could un-recall, how we almost had it all. Dancing phantoms on the terrace, are they second hand embarrassed, that i cant get out of bed? cause something counterfeit's dead. it was legendary, it was momentary, it was unnecessary, shoudve let it stay buried. Oh, what a valiant roar, what a bland goodbye. The coward claimed he was a lion. I'm combing through the braids of lies"I'll never leave" ..."Never mind"Our field of dreams, engulfed in fireYour arson's match your somber eyes and I'll still see it until I die. You're the loss of my life." I stopped singing as i my producer said. I felt a tear fall from my eye and i wiped it away hoping no one saw. I finally got through the song with out ending up in tears. I wrote that song about my ex, Chase Sinclair. ugh i hated him. He cheated on me with random fans, yes you heard correctly fans as in more than one time he cheated on me. Not to mention he constantly talked shit about me to other people.
"That was great Amelie, the perfect amount of emotion was placed into the song." I smiled and left the booth. I had been working on my next album since before the break up. It was pretty messy, I coudnt leave my bed for months, so i locked myself away so i didnt have to deal with my emotions, i wrote songs to help me understand and loml was my favorite song i had written. I did write several happy songs about Chase but i scraped those and could only write sad songs. I didnt want my feelings about him to be recorded. It was too painful so I got my anger out by writting songs about him in a negative light.
"Alright is there any other song you wanna work on?" My producer Jack was always so kind, even when I would start to bawl my eyes out because of Chase he was there for me. Never angry or impatient. He was my best friend. "Uh yeah actually, its a new one." I said. I had written a song about Matt. I had written it when I had just started to watch them, it was insane behavior but i didn't care. "Great lets hear it." I walked past JJ to the piano and sat down. I started to sing along the piano. "I don't got a single problem with provocative. See the bodies burn its just the way it is. Smoky, dark, crowded room, i need nothing, under pink light in June. I was so cool, but then, all of a sudden, you saw me look at you. I burn for you and you dont even know my name. If you asked me to I'd give up everything, to be close to you. Pull the trigger on the gun i gave you when we met, I wanna be close to you. Break my heart and start a fire, you got me overnight just let me be close to you.." I kept singing through the song. I hadnt felt as happy singing since forever. I ended the song and smiled at Jack. He clapped and smiled back at me. I got up and he helped me record the song. We actually finished it that day. I loved 'close to you' with my whole heart. "Finally a happy song?" JJ asked me. "Yeah i was ready, you know?"
