soukoku oneshots

Don't wanna leave you anymore pt 2( my beloved)🌃🚗

"Oh, darling, all of the city lights
Never shine as bright as your eyes
I would trade them all for a minute more
But the car's outside
And he's called me twice
But he's gonna have to wait tonight"

Dazai was in daze when he noticed a familiar ginger hair in a crowded place, his eyes furrowed as he walked with his tiger student

He thought he had seen that hair, how can he forget about the fiery ginger hair. He could never but it was still confusing cause that person was not wearing any tacky hats like 'him'

Dazai chuckled to himself thinking about his ex partner or you can say his ex lover he left behind in his past

He left his mafia life four years ago moving towards light and good world he joined ADA, trying to forget everything about his past but one person was the hardest to forget

Even after many attempts dazai failed to forget him and he gave up on that. Even after denying many times he would and still will love that person until his heart gets sick of it

Dazai was messed up, only he knows how much he controlled himself and did not stalk his ex lover when he saw him sometimes on a random street

Only he knows how he didn't ate for whole two months because he couldn't feel the hunger when not cooked by his lover

Only he knows how he dealed with insomnia when he couldn't sleep without his ginger hair lover

Only he knows how he cried randomly when his eyes accidentaly searched for his little chibi knowing he had already left him

Only he knows how he treated himself past last years knowing he had hurted the only person he promised not to

Only he knows how much he loves that boy, his lover, chuuya nakahara

It was unbearable to carry so much love for that boy that dazai thought he was hallucinating when he saw chuuya walking with kouyou, they were inside the central park of yokohama

Dazai frowned when he didn't saw chuuya's usual 'tacky clothes with his tacky hat'. Chuuya was wearing a casual clothe like his younger self

He ordered his tiger student to go to ADA as he walked inside the park ignoring his student's confuse gaze

After walking a bit he was standing in front of the two mafia members, kouyou looked confused and alert but didn't show it instead kept her neutral face but he can see her silently grabbing her hidden katana

While chuuya looked confused but what confused dazai more was chuuya was looking at him but instead towards the ground

"Good to see you port mafia"

Dazai greeted grinning making kouyou looked at him with eagle eyes while chuuya's eyes widened

He can see chuuya backing away a little making him more confused now

"Oi chuuya is this how you greet your owner?"

Dazai asked grinning teasingly, chuuya just looked down nervously, kouyou was getting in a protective stance

"Oi chibi i'm on the right side, why are you looking at the left?" Dazai asked watching chuuya who was completly focusing where he was not even standing

Chuuya flinched slightly until kouyou hugged him from behind hiding his small body with her kimino as she glared at dazai

"He can't see dazai"

She said in a threatened manner but her voice cracked a little when saying. Dazai's eyes widened, his breath stopping for a moment

He looked at a small figure shaking like a leaf under the kimono, chuuya looks so scared and vulnerable as if he was not from a port mafia