Secret Desire of the Beast

Chapter 5

Daniel

I have read my father's notes about her and tried to find something about her that I could use to help me test her limits. Everything about her makes me want to pin her against the wall and make her mine without hesitation. I know she is going to be nervous but that is what I want, because I'm obsessed, I'm addicted, I'm crazed, and I will gladly cross every single line if it means forcing this girl to be mine. She won't be able to escape me once I make my move. I found myself a little doll and I won't stop until I've trapped her and mold her into what I want...No, what I need.

However, I made myself a promise that I wouldn't do anything until I knew for sure that she is submissive and would want this way of life, or more importantly would want me. I am addicted to her, and I need more, I have a problem, but I don't care one bit. She has bewitched me which makes me go into full dominant mode, I can get very primal and possessive when I get this way. With my teasing her I have managed to turn myself on, which I didn't mean to do. But I'm glad I was able to get some answers out of her without her knowing. I feel very proud of myself for this accomplishment, she is in for a ride, and I look forward to pushing her buttons and ability. I sigh in relief as I pull up the stats and sales brackets for the company so I can study them and make some notes. This is my area of expertise and I'm rather good at it. I love working with numbers and charts, it makes me feel like I have an accomplishment in my life outside of my secret lifestyle.

I work for a couple of minutes before I pull up my email and send a message to Carrie quickly and ask her to come in for a word when she has a moment. I'm just thrilled and looking forward to taking peeks of Bell through the windows. I can't help but think why didn't I tell her to stay? I'm so stupid and need to hurry up to finally make her mine. The waiting is driving me crazy but it's part of the lifestyle, I have never waited before when I found a sub. I usually just take them right away, but I want to see what this girl is capable of. I sit back down at my desk and think about what I can do to make things enjoyable and exciting for her tomorrow. I open my email and see if anyone has responded to me yet. I saw one from Carrie and opened it so I could see if there was any information that could help me understand her friend a bit better. Any little bit helps, and it just so happens that tomorrow is Valentines Day as well, what better way to celebrate two occasions at once then dominating the birthday girl. I laugh to myself as I think this over in my head, everything has to be perfect so I can move forward with everything.

'I could come to the office after happy hour and go over the details.'

Well good. I'm glad that she will help me and I'm glad there is another submissive around to help guide her. I think I should call Paul and see what he has come up with for tomorrow, my heart picking up speed as if it's going to jump out of my chest with how fast it's thumping. I scroll through my phone and dial his number; I take a deep breath in and relax.

"Hey Dan, what's up?"

"Paul, any update on the plans for tomorrow?"

"I was thinking you could come before they do, that way when they walk in you could be giving a demonstration with one of your old subs so your prospect could see you in action and see that side of you before you get to her."

That's a good idea but I'm not sure if I want her to walk into the club and see me right away. It might scare her, and I certainly don't want to do that. There has got to be another way we can make his suggestion happen without making her feel too uncomfortable.

"Good idea."

"Okay, so let's start with you up on the stage and she could watch you."

Perfect. I love that idea; it also would give her time to adjust to being inside the club. I want her to enjoy herself and explore before I try to pull this other part of her out to see if she likes it. I know she will get overwhelmed as soon as she enters the place but that's ok, I want her to know what this lifestyle is about.