Age: 14
TW: mentions of Su!c!de
I sighed as I fell back onto my bed. It was another long day of paparazzis yelling at my family. Sometimes they would make mean comments about me, how I wasn't living up to my mother's name or that I was too unsuccessful to be Taylor Swift's daughter. I had tried to talk to Tree about it but she just said it was normal. As much as I tried to push those thoughts away, I couldn't help but think about it. Maybe I wasn't good enough. I was so miserable but nobody even knew. I just wanted to disappear. There was nothing for me to live for if I wasn't going to be like my mom.
I shut off my lamp and curled up in bed. I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt tears welling up in them.
The next day, I didn't go to mom's show and I stayed in bed the whole day. Grandma was home with me but she just thought I was being a teenager. Now that mom and dad were really busy, it felt like no one cared about me. When mom and dad got home, I was already asleep.
When I woke up, mom was sitting at the edge of my bed. "Good morning, Y/N" she smiled.
"Hi" I mumbled.
"Are you coming to the show today?" She asked.
I was feeling a little bit better so I decided I should just go with her and make her happy.
"Yeah" I fake smiled.
As the show started, thousands of people were cheering for my mom. They all looked so excited to see her. It really made me think about how she was so successful and started her career at such a young age. Many people told me that I would have to start early to be as big as my mom, and it was already too late. My smiled turned into a frown as I sat in the corner of the VIP box. I should leave this earth. I'm never gonna be anything in life.
When we got home late at night, I ran upstairs to my room, as the tears started flowing. "Y/N!" Mom shouted as she ran up the stairs behind me. "What's wrong?" she asked me.
"Nothing" I rolled my eyes.
"You okay?" she said, sitting down the my bed beside me.
"It doesn't matter. I'm just never gonna be as good as you, okay? I just wanna die!" I sobbed in her arms.
"Oh baby, you are good. You're so awesome! You don't have to be exactly like me. Be your own person because you're amazing!" mom hugged me tight.
"Thanks mom" I sniffled, "I'm sorry"
"No need to be sorry, honey. I love you"
"I love you too"
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