What Felt Like The End

we felt bad

MATT POV
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She was fucking vaping.

I had so many questions.
Why? Where did she get it from? How long had she been vaping for?

Chris, Nick, and i kept shouting at her through the door, shouting things like

"GET OUT OFF THERE RIGHT NOW MADISON."

"MADISON STURNIOLO WE ARNT FUCKING AROUND"

"I SWEAR IF WE FIND ANYTHING ELSE IM THESE BAGS"

We were all searching through the bags when the door opened.

"MAD -" Chris went to shout, but I stopped him. we had all just lost our parents, and as bad as madi vaping Is we shouldn't have shouted at her.

"madi," I said as calmly as possible while stepping into the bathroom

She was on the floor curled up in a ball, crying her eyes out.

"M-matt i-m sorry," she said through sobs

I picked her up and carried her into my room across the hall, laying her on my bed.

Nick and chris had followed us

I gave them a look, telling them to calm down and stop shouting.

They nodded while looking at her.

I sat down on the bed next to her, putting her head on my chest to help regulate her breathing

"Madi, when did u start vaping? It's really not good for you," Nick said calmly while rubbing her hand

"I-I started on monday," she said, stuttering

"Why did u?" chris added on in a confused tone

"Anx-"was all she got out before bursting into tears.

I pulled her towards me and gave her a tight hug.

"Your anxiety,"i said while squeezing her even tighter

She nodded

"We're did you even get it from?" chris said while sitting down and rubbing her back in circles.

"Two g-girls a-at s-chool"

"Madz, next time, talk to us ok we won't hurt you, but a vape will,"said Nick

"S-sorry guys,"she said while starting to calm down

We sat there comforting her until she fell asleep. Every so often, we would exchange a look.

After madi fell asleep, we all quietly left the room and walked into nicks room next door so that if she needed us, we could be there as soon as possible.

"I feel so bad for taking her vape away," I said to Nick and chris

"Why do u feel bad for taking it?" they said while looking at me like I was crazy