Madi lives in Boston with her parents and her brothers live in la (Justin not included sorry) one evening there parents go out for dinner and there lifes were never the same after that night.
Since the party, my brothers had let me stay at home and not go to school.
I had only been to my new school for one day and it wasn't as bad as I expected. I have been texting tilly and Anna, and they were so sorry for letting me go get drinks by myself.
Anna and tilly had told me that there was another party coming up and I really wanted to go, but I know my brothers would say no, so I didn't even bother asking them.
It was Thursday, and I had just woken up. Last night , I posted on Instagram, and I decided to look at some of their comments.
Everyone was saying I was fat and ugly. Someone even said that my parents probably crashed on purpose.
I was so tired of being called fat. I just couldn't do it anymore. The rude comments were just eating away at me, making we feel worse and worse about myself.
I know what I had to do. I didn't want to, but I deserved it. I went into my school bag and got my pencil case, then I went into my drawer and got a screwdriver. I unscrewed the pencil sharpener, taking it apart and getting the blade.
I locked my bedroom door, went into my bathroom, and locked that door as well. I got into the bathtub, so it didn't make a mess and started cutting.
1 2 3 4 5 cause your fat
6 7 8 9 10 cause your ugly
11 12 13 14 15 cause your parents died
16 17 18 19 20 for nearly getting raped
21 22 23 24 25 for moving in with your brothers
26 27 28 29 30 cause you're a disappointment
My arm was dripping with blood. There were 15 cuts on each arm, and I deserved all of them. I washed the bath clean and got in the shower.
My cuts stung really bad, but I deserved all the pain.
I bandaged my arms and got dressed.
What I wore
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I unlocked my door and got back into bed.
I'm not eating for a week. I decided at least then I could lose some of the weight. The only problem was going to be my brothers.
