Llorumi one-shots

So Wrong, So Right

Lloyd pinned me against the wall, and kissed me. I wanted to push him off. I wanted to kill him. Stab him until there was nothing but blood. But I didn't kill him. But I did push him. And to mine and his surprise I pinned against the wall and started kissing him. As he did to me. I wanted to throw up in my mouth. I want to stop. But I don't. Because I don't want to.

Lloyd finally kisses me back. 

I feel gross, I feel warm. At the same time.

And I hate it.

I am suppose to hate him, and he is suppose to hate me.

It should be simple. The hero and villain. They should want to kill each other.

But they don't. 

We don't.

I manage to get off of him, and stop kissing him. It shouldn't be hard. Not at all. We stare at each other for what seems like hours. Finally, we both lean in and kiss each other. But this time we didn't stay still. We made our way to my room, taking in breaths in between. I am surprised we didn't run into a single guard on our way. But then I remembered that they were out celebrating for some strange reason. But they shouldn't be, not until the resistance has fallen....

I say this, however I am literally kissing the leader of that foolish group that I had planned to kill.

Once we arrive we fall in my bed, holding on to each other while sharing deep kisses with our heads touching."This is wrong."We both say."But it feels right."We both added. We can't do this. My parents' blood is on his hands. And his friends' blood is on my hands. My hands. But we want to do this. To be together. It's what I want....And it's not what I want. I want him dead. Dead. He deserves to die.....But does he really? He was just a child....No! I was also a child when he took everything from me. Everything......But what's one night? And in some strange twisted way this would be torturing him, giving him something that he can't have.
Me. 

My touch. 

But this would be torturing me. He would be giving me something that I can't have. 

Him. 

His touch.

Why do I want him so badly? Why does he want me so badly? After everything, we should hate each other. Hate. But it's quite the opposite. Love and hate. How different they are. But if you really think about it, they are the same. That's what I feel. That's what we feel. I feel his hand coming up to my neck, when he reaches it he rubs it firmly but gently. As if to tell me to stop thinking completely. And I want to. But I can't. What we are doing is....Wrong.

But so right.

I closed my eyes. Thinking. Again. Would we still know each other if my parents didn't die? Would we still be in love? Would his friends still be alive? Would we have a family? All of those things don't matter. This is who I am. The villain. This is who he is. The hero. The villain and the hero don't fall in love. They just don't."I know what you are thinking. I may not be good with hiding my emotions or mind reading like you....But I know. And that's what I am thinking too."He said at last. I opened my eyes, making eye contact with him."You don't know me."I whispered."Maybe not completely. But I want to change that....But do you want to change that?"He asked me. Well played. I'll give him that."You are the enemy."I said."So are you. Face it, we both are....But that doesn't mean we can't just tonight. Just us."Lloyd said, slowly taking my hands. I squeezed them."Just tonight."I whispered softly like the wind."Just tonight."He whispered back.

 I sat up, then slowly laid my lips on his, pushing them against his. He put his hand on my back, he then flipped me over, me on the bed, he on top of me. Again. Well played, Lloyd Garmadon. I let out a small giggle as he kissed me, I saw him grin. 

Why do I love this?

Why?

Why?

Why me?

But I don't want to stop. Not now. Not ever.

We rolled around in the bed, until we fell off laughing until we turned red. We then got back on the bed, and did it again, and so on. We did until sleep took us, feeling the warmth of each other's company......

I woke up at around 6:30, when I did I had shot up. Remembering what I had done. I had kissed the enemy. Not only that, but I made out with him. And here he was, sleeping in my bed. With me. I touched his ninja gig that he was still wearing. I felt his breaths, his slow steady breaths. Cut it out, Harumi. Cut the crap. Before I could stop myself, I gently kissed him on the cheek. That made him uncontrollably smile and turn red. I held back my giggle. Weak. I got up, and got prepared for the day ahead. After I got out of the shower with new clothes on, Lloyd was sitting on the other end. He was silent. A deadly silent. He must have just realized what he had done. What we had done. I wanted to say something. But you couldn't unless you had something to say."I can't believe it."He said at last."I can't either."I said."You should get out of here. Before the Sons of Garmadon found out."I said to him. And yet....I didn't want him to leave. I wanted him to stay.....But we both knew things had to return the way they were."Yeah. Nya is probably having a heart attack wondering if I am dead like the others."He said getting up looking at me. I walked towards him."Come on. If you stick with me, you will be out of here in no time."I told him. He opened his mouth, but closed it. He just nodded. I opened my door, seeing nobody, I waved him over. There were a couple of Sons of Garmadon, but they were a breeze. And when it finally came to say goodbye......

"I guess this is...."He started."Yeah."I said."Look. About last night.....I understand you hate me. That you want to kill me now more than ever. And you have every-"He was cut off by me giving him a small kiss. Not my best, but I am sure he will take. He has to."Never say sorry for doing something if you don't mean it."I ordered. I didn't mean to kiss him....It just happened......He then put his hand over my head, kissing me this time. When he broke it, he said:"Sounds good to me, Quiet One."And with that, he dashed off. Never to be seen again.....

"Quiet One! What are you doing here?"Called one of the guards. I turned around, wiping up my angry face. It had only been an hour since Lloyd left, and yet I still longed for him.....But I would snap out of it soon enough......And yet I am still standing in the place where we said our goodbyes......."Bite your tongue! I do not need to be protected! Now what do you want?!"I demanded."Lord Garmadon wants to see you!"He answered. I nodded and walked off. What did he want?

I made my way to the top of the tower, once I got up there I bowed before Ninjago's new ruler."You seek my presence?"I asked him as I rose my head up to him. He grinned. Someone was in a good mood.....Why?"Harumi. My number two. You have proved your loyalty time and time again. You want to get rid of my son just as much as I do. And I think you will be quite pleased of I have."Garmadon said, still grinning. My bones freeze, I feel frozen. But I completely shake it off. Completely. Now that's a lie."And what is that my lord?"I asked flashing a fake grin. His grin became even wider as he moved away, inside I stared with horror. A bloody Lloyd was chained to Garmadon's throne. He was unconscious, possibly passed out from the beaten he had received......And my first thought was.....

That idiot.

Hi! I just wanted to publish something to make up for my lack of updating. I will also be updating 'Inner Beauty' and 'Hate Love(Book 2)', so expect an update on those two books pretty soon. Out of all the oneshots, this is my fav tbh. Let me know if you want a part 2 or not. But I am pretty sure I'll make it either way.  

Bye!💚

-jgotci