Save me

Chapter 12

*you go frustrated into the living room to Lando, Carlos and Isa*
F: "does anyone know about a job? It's so hard to find one.."
L: "why are you looking for a job?"
*he looks to you confused*
F: "starting to be an independent woman again.."
*you laugh*
F: "i finished my study but never had te pressure to look for a job, it's time i guess, also so i can pay Noah's rent"
L: "you want to pay Noah's rent if het doesn't care at all about you?"
F: "how should he pay it? he's my brother, i have to help him no matter what.. i kicked him out just for Alexander and this wasn't okay of me"
*he sighs but smiles softly*
L: "i don't know,, i think you shouldn't do that but it's your decision"
I: "i also think Lando is right, girl.. he doesn't deserve this if he doesn't care about you at least a bit"
*she gives you a little smile*
F: "nevertheless i need to have a job for a living.. Alexander blocked my bank account already"
*you go and sit next to Lando who puts his arm around you*
L: "you have me"
*he gives you a kiss on your head*
F: "oh no, i'm okay.. i have savings but i need to get a job"
*you laugh a little because you don't want Alexander anymore and also you don't want anything of Lando*
I: "what did you study?"
F: "marketing in London"
I: "don't you need a new pr manager?"
*she turns to Carlos*
C: "yes i do"
I: "there you go, your new job"
*she turns back to you and shows with her hands to Carlos*
C: "i'm so sorry, but Flavy is still the girlfriend of a mclaren sponsor.. i don't think ferrari will like this idea, as much as i would love to work with you"
*he gives you a sorry smile*
F: "EX girlfriend"
*you say but know this won't help at all*
C: "i know sorry but i hope you know what i mean"
*he squeezes your arm feeling sorry for what he said*
F: "it's okay i do understand, no worries"
*you give him a smile before you look at your hands*
*he sees you being sad and hates is*
L: "i wanted to talk to Zak about the sponsorship"
F: "what do you mean?"
*you look up to him still laying in his arms*
L: "if you're okay i would like to tell him about what happened because for me i don't want money from that guy.."
C: "mate that's brillian than i could ask for you to be my pr managar Flavy"
*he looks proud*
F: "i don't want people to know about that.. what if he finds out?"
*you get scared*
L: "he won't find out, i'll only talk to Zak"
F: "but what abour your car? You need te money.."
I: "love, you really need to start to take care of yourself.. mclaren is good they will get another sponsor right Lando?"
L: "Isa is right, and i don't want to drive for him.. i could't live with it""
*he strokes over your cheek seeing your watering eyes*
F: "but everything changes just because of me, i don't want you to do that only for me.."
*he pulls you closer and whispers in your ear*
L: "i would change my whole world for you to be happy"
*your heart melts and al you wanna do is kiss him but now you just hug him tight*
I: "aahhh, just kiss guys"
*he lets go of your hug as you both are laughing about Isa*
I: "what? We can see that tension between the two of you"
*she smirks*
*you notice how insecure Lando becomes so you pull him to you and kiss him*
I: "yeahhh"
*she claps her hands because she is soo happy*
L: "no pressure at all Isa"
*he shakes his head laughing and you lean your head on Landos shoulder*
I: "i can't see you hiding your feelings anymore"
I: "who wants a drink"
*the next day*
L: "good morning, litte butterfly, the doctor wil arrive in an hour"
*he whispers smiling*
*you mubmle and tun your face in his shoulder*
F: "and what if we don't let him in?"
*he laughs*
L: "so you can still sleep?"
F: "yes, and kiss you"
L: "like this?"
*he leans forward to kiss you*
*he sees your look*
L: "are you okay? Did i hurt you?"
F: "no not you, just the concussion i had"
*he jumps out of the bed*
L: "i'll get water for you to take your medicine"
*he gives you a kiss and leaves*
*you look after him smiling, you feel so happy as your phone rings*
*Noah texted back: Flavy, where are you?*
*you decide to take a shower, but all you can think of is your brother right now*
*he knocks on the door of the bathroom worried*
L: "Flav, are you okay?"
*you look in the mirror and sigh before getting out of the bathroom*
F: "i'm okay"
*he looks at you as you look down and takes your hands*
L: "i don't believe you"
F: "it's just my head.."
*you lie but hve to make up your own opinion first*
F: "i need the pills"
*he knows something is up but doesn't want to push you so he gives you the bottle of water*
L: "here you go.. i would like to go to Zak today, is that okay for you?"
*you nod*
F: "you know you don't have to do this right?"
L: "i know but i want to""
*he smiles and gives you a kiss on your cheek*
L: "the others are awake and downstairs... i'll be back in a few hours okay?"
*you nod slowly and just hum him tight*
F: "okay"
*he pulls you closer*
L: "let me know if you want to talk okay, i'm sorry if i went to far earlier"
*you kiss him gently*
L: "it's okay don't worry about that"
L: "i lo-"
*he stops realizing what he wanted to say*
L: "i'll leave now, see you later, i'll let them know you want to rest?"
*you look after him with a smile*
*yo go and sit down on the bed with your phone in your hand*
*you look at Noah's contact for a while before you call him*
N: "Flavy, finally, we're the hell are you"
*he's pretty mad*
*you're relieved to hear his voice but you're also hurt*
F: "what now you care?"
N: "like you cared about me? You kicked me out, Flavy!"
*he is annoyed*
*you sigh*
F: "it was the best for you Noah"
N: "no it was the best for you.. but whatever where are you now? Can we meet?"
F: "no, i'm not in England, i'm with friends"
*you feel sad you can't meet with him*
N: "when are you back?"
F: "i don't know yes, but Noah, please don't talk to Alexander okay?"
N: "why?"
F: "he hurt me pretty bad, i was at the hospital because of him.. you know what he can do"
N: "he probably didn't mean it Flavy, it was an accident"
*you shake your head and can't believe what he says*
F: "no no no it wasn't an accident, it wasn't the first time he hurt me.. so please don't talk to him! Just listen to me one more time"
N: "okay okay i won't, but where are you now? You have to come back"
F: "i'm in Monaco, but i'll be back soon, promise and then we meet okay?"
*you get sad you can't see him*
N: "woah wait, Monaco? What are you doing there?"
F: "i'm with friends, i needed a break from all off this, i hope you will understand this"
*a tear rolls down your cheek*
N: "well okay then.. but let me know when you're back"
F: "you can talk to a friends of mine, Max.. he was at yours the day i was in the hospital"
N: "no i only want to talk to you, so come back soon.. i have to get to therapy"
*he gets in a hurry*
F: "i'm glad you still go there.. goodbye Noah"
*you smile softly and hang up*
L: "hey i'm back"
*he walks in and looks around*
L: "where's Flavy? Is she feeling better?"
Li: "she's in her room, she didn't come and doesn't want to talk to us.. sorry"
*she is worried
L: "why does she not want to talk? What did the doc say?"
A: "he wanted to take her to the hospital because her results are not getting better but she refuser to go and doesn't wanna talk to us"
L: "why didn't you call me? Fuck"
*he goes up and down*
Ca: "well, i think it's maybe just a bit too much right now.. and it was important that you talked to Zak, she didn't want to interrupt you"
Li: "yeah, i also think she probaby just needs some time by herself"
*she smiles softly*
L: "or maybe i fucked up"
*he sits down and puts his head in his hands*
C: "why? What happened?"
*they all sit together in he living room*
*he sighs*
L: "we- we slept together this morning and she was so different after that.. i am so stupid why did i do this?"
*he rubs his hands over his face and hates himself*
*Carmen grins with Isa an Lily and can't help but being so happy for you*
C: "Isa made you kiss infront of us a few days ago.. and she was the one who kissed you so why do you think you fucked up"
A: "i agree it was time for you, that tense was on fire"
*he laughs*
L: "it's not only that.. i nearly told her that i love her"
*his heart beats faster and is so nervous that he ruined everything with you*
Li: "aw that's so cute"
*she's excited with the other girls and don't understand Landos doubts*
G: "mate we can see this tension between you both and Flavy feels something for you otherwhyse she wouldn't be here with all of us"
*he puts his hand on Landos shoulder to comfort him*
L: "fuck it, i'm so scared.. i think i love her"
*he laughs nervously*
I: "that's the cutest thing ever and i'm syre you'll get your happy end"
*she smiles nodding to you as she sees you walking down the stairs*
*you didn't hear anything and are weak*
F: "hey"
Ca: "she is bacl, are you okay? Feeling better?"
*she smiles and wants to give Lando a second*
F: "yes sure, sorry i just really didn 't feel well today"
*you smile softly and walk over to Lando*
L: "still a headache?"
F: "yea, may i?"
*you point on his lap*
L: "of course"
*he smiles to you and opens his arms*
*she looks to the others and shakes her head smiling because Lando worried so much about your feelings for him*
*you snuggle yourself in Landos arms*
F: "i'm scared, i don't want to go to the hospital"
*he wraps his arm around you and seeing the faces of the others as they start to mumble about you cuddling into him and he gives them a look to stop it*
L: "if it's better to go there then we should"
F: but i want to stay with you, you are so nice to me and i hate hospitals since my mom-"
*he looks a bit desperate to the others because he just worries about you*
L: "you don't have to be scared"
Li: "you can trust the doctors, they all just wanna help you"
*she puts her hand on your back since he sits next to Lando*
G: "well how are you feeling now? Did it get better since the morning when the doctor was here?"
F: "yes i think so"
*you look up but still resting your head on Landos chest*
L: "okay, then as long as it doesn't get worse we will wait until tomorrow and get you checked again, alright? We are here for you"
*he strokes over your hair*
*you nearly whisper because you're so weak also because of the pills u take*
F: "okay.. thank you"
Li: "perfect, should we order some pizza for dinner?"
*he smiles and you all agree to it*