ICE SWORD : A CURSE OR DESTINY

2- His baby, My emotions

Sona's POV-

I slowly tried to open my exhausted eyes and I saw Prince Chris in front of me and then I realised that I was actually lying on his bed in his room. But what was I doing in his room? The last thing I could remember was being hit by my sister in the stomach for questioning her. While I was trying to remember what had happened , I was interrupted from my thoughts when I felt Chris' hands delicately holding my exposed stomach from the curves of my waist . His hands were so light that I could barely feel them . He was protecting my belly as if there was something fragile inside of it and it would break even with a slightest tremor. He then moved forward with his face towards my belly and started showering it with kisses and a lots of kisses saying " Now I understood why I felt as if a part of me would die if I don't save your mother, it's because you were in there" to my belly . I couldn't understand what he meant by that and why was he even talking to my belly , but I saw love in his cruel his , the love that I have always longed for, the love that could never be mine , the care and affection that I could only dream of. So what changed suddenly? Why was he being so kind and caring towards me?

I tried to lift and move my weak hand and placed it on his forehead to gently stroke his silky blonde hair . I asked him " What happened sweetie? Why are you talking to my belly? Why am I lying on your bed?" The minute he realised my hand touched him , he shook my hand off as if it were some kind of a plague and said " It's your great fate that you are carrying my child , otherwise I wouldn't even look at you poor bastard thing moving around in my castle " I was used to him saying mean things to me so I focused on the other part , he said I'm carrying his child , am I really pregnant with his baby, I wondered . " Am I really carrying your child, Chris?" I asked him " Do you think I have that much time to joke around with you!? And just because you're carrying my baby doesn't mean you get to call me by my first name . I'm the crown prince of this kingdom and you are just a lowly bastard maid . I'll never love someone like you even if you are carrying my unborn inside of you. Is that understood?" " Yes , your highness" I replied crying " Now why the hell are you crying? Like it's the first time I'm shouting at you " he asked angrily " I have always loved you Chris . And I always wanted to marry you and have a family with you . Hence, I didn't even say anything when every night you secretly came to my room to f**k me , to r**e me , because I love you so much, I just wanted to be yours even if that means being your mistress . I thought one day you would definitely fall in love with me . So when you told me that I'm carrying our baby I was over the moon , I cannot tell you how happy I'm to carry our symbol of love inside me , I thought finally you'll love me , but guess I was wrong , you still don't love me" I said with tears flowing down from my eyes so much so that It blurred my vision for a few seconds. " Love you ? I'll never love a lowly maid like you let alone marry you . You should consider yourself lucky that you , a poor human, has got the opportunity to carry my, the strongest and the most powerful Alpha's baby. Don't dream out of your league and stress my little baby in there because of your nonsense fantasies" He said to me cold heartedly, without any compassion or even a hint of sympathy . " Okay, your highness " I replied trying to stop my tears from flowing down .

" Your highness , His majesty has requested your presence in the Royal Court" informed one of the messengers to Chris standing at the entrance oh his huge , lavish room . " Tell my father I'm coming " " Yes, your honour " saying that the messenger bowed to him and left . Chris turned towards me and said " Don't let anyone know that you are carrying my baby" " Yes" I replied scared . He then moved closer and rubbed my belly lightly and kissed our little baby and said " Daddy loves you so much in there" before leaving the room.

Chris' POV-

As I was walking to the royal court all I could think was Sona- How beautifully her blue eyes lit up even in such pain , when I told her that she was carrying our baby inside of her, that she was going to be a mother . But when I told her all those hurtful things , she started crying , I could see the pain in her eyes . The pain that was more than the few minutes of happiness that I ever gave her in this life. I never saw her cry even when she was whipped a hundred times , but today she cried her heart out as if all her hopes were dashed to dirt in a flash. But why I'm I thinking about her , I definitely don't love her or something, it must definitely because of my baby growing inside her or so I thought. I realised that I spent a lot of time thinking about her rather than reaching the court . My father definitely must be angry , he's a very disciplined man who values social status more than talent . This is the prime reason why I do not want Sona to go around telling people that she is carrying my child as my father would definitely not allow our little baby to grow inside her because she is just a lowly servant , not like she has friends or anyone to talk to in this castle . But just to be safe I had to warn her, I did not know what meaning she must have thought out of this . O My God, again I'm thinking about her , my mind is all over her . I must contain my emotions and get going to the court before my father's anger burns this entire place .