THE MAFIA BORN BRAT

5

Minho showed them to the rooms they'd be staying in. Chan had escaped to his office trying to comprehend his feelings. Felix meanwhile was unpacking while trying to get his head around the fact he was highly attracted to a straight man who'd kidnapped him. He stood shaking his head as if trying to dislodge this thoughts. He hadn't even noticed Woo had entered the room.
"Lix.. are you alright?" He asked gently.
"No"
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"It's stupid though Woo" Felix sat down on the bed heavily. Woo sat next to him and took his hand "Do you like Chan".
"Yes, but he straight Woo so.."
"Is he? Cause the way he looks at you when you're looking at others says differently". Felix sighed "He said I'm stunning that even a straight man would admit that".
"Oh Lixie pix." Woo hugged him "it's just little crush. It'll pass. Flirt with that hot lawyer and take your mind of it". A knock at the door startled them. Minho stuck his head round the door "Is sushi for dinner alright with you guys?".
"Yeah, lovely. Thanks Minho" Woo replied. Minho noticed Felix looked a bit down. He'd been looking forward to a sassy reply. "If you get bored there's an indoor pool, a gym & a games room .. feel free to wander. I'll see you at dinner".
Woo stayed to help his little cousin unpack.
Minho made his way to Chan's office.
"You ok boss?"
"Not even close Minho"
"You worried about the plan they have or something else?"
"Both"
"Is it Felix?" Chan's head shot up "What'd you mean?" he mumbled.
"Cmon Chan it's obvious you're attracted to him. I see the looks you give him".
"Minho.. how did you know you were gay?".
"It's complicated for some people Chan. For me it was straightforward.. I kissed a boy I liked , I kissed a girl I didn't. I fell in love at 14 with my best friend. I'd get butterflies, my heart would pound, I'd blush. It was cute. We were an innocent little love. It was sweet. Does Felix make you feel these things?"
"Yes" Chan said barely above a whisper.
"Then you either ignore the feelings and possibly miss out on the best thing ever or you go with it maybe fall in love and be happy"
"But I like women.."
"You can like both. Falling in love or lust with whoever you want isn't a crime. Changbin & Jeongin are both bisexual Chan. FYI he likes you too"
"He's just a bratty flirt Minho".
"Well yeah, all three are but it's in his eyes Chan.. the same way it's in yours. I think the loud flirty behaviour is a front, in there is a young man just looking to be loved. Join us for dinner tonight. It's sushi and I have 8 bottles of your favourite red out breathing. Don't lock yourself in here". Minho smiled at him and left the room. Chan had a lot to think on.

The sushi & side dishes had arrived so Minho had dispatched Hyunjin upstairs to get the 'Lee 3'. Everyone was sat waiting when Hyunjin bounded down the stairs gasping "Brace yourselves". The 'Lee 3' swept down the stairs in the tiniest shorts known to man and off the shoulder t-shirts. "Hot damn" muttered Jeongin . The three sat. Everyone was eating in silence til Felix piped up "Mini Hulk, I'm sorry about your nuts. I hoped you  iced them for the swelling". Changbin glared while the rest of them lost their shit laughing. Even Chan raised a smirk.
"Play nice Binnie. He got the best of you fair and square. You know there's no rules when you're fighting for your life". Felix flashed Minho a genuine smile. He cast his  eyes around the table noticing Woo was very much taken by what San was saying while Jisung and Minho were flirting.
"We have a gun range" Chan muttered. Felix looked him "Pardon?".
"I said we have a gun range. Can you shoot?"
"Yes. Yunho taught me safety protocols ect . I'm proficient with a hand gun but a shotgun is more of a challenge as I'm 'quite dainty' as Yunho puts it".
"That's quite impressive though".
"Yeah, well Yunho wanted me to be safe. He's 8 years older and has been more of a dad than my father has. He hates my 'faggot ass'". Felix smiled but Chan could see the pain in it.
"Well you won't get judgement here, this rabble are all either gay or bi with exception to my straight ass". Again Felix flashed that pained smile.
"Can you excuse me, I don't seem to be very hungry". Felix got up and went back to his room.  Minho flashed his rare 'you're dead' grimace at Chan.
Felix threw himself on his bed. This feeling was shit. He'd had two partners before but never once felt the way he does when he looks at Chan. He punched his pillow in frustration.

Minho tapped the door and stuck his head round it "You ok kitty? You had hardly any dinner".
"Not hungry" Felix muttered. Minho came into the room and sat on the bed "Is it Chan".
"S'not Chan" Felix muttered again.
"Oh c'mon now Kitty, I thought you'd be a better liar than this". Felix sat up quickly "I'm not lying. That old  man can piss off for all I care. I help you with this then I never have to see any of you again so what does it matter.  And stop calling me kitty, I'm not a fucking cat you dildo rider". Minho threw his head back with a hearty laugh causing Felix to smile whether he wanted to or not. "You are a kitty with those sharp claws and I'm stealing that insult to use on Hyunjin the next time he pisses me off. Woo will be up soon with a glass of milk and some fresh baked cookies I made earlier. Give me your phone til I put my number in. You need anything you text me kitty" Felix handed over his phone  " oh and is Jisung single?".
Felix giggled "He is . And he's a gifted sword swallower if you know what I mean".
"And how would you know that?". Felix smirked and Minho laughed "Oh you're a naughty kitty indeed. I'll leave you to get some rest then".
"Thanks Min".

Minho stormed into Chan's office "Are you for fucking real? You don't have to keep shoving it down his throat that you're straight. If you don't like him fair enough but stop doing that. Just leave him to get over his little crush" he raged. Chan groaned and cradled his head in his hands  "I do like him. I'm just not ready to announce it to the world. I need to get my head round it. I was mentally kicking myself I'd said it. Is he ok? Should I go to him?".
"Chan just leave him be tonight. Go get some rest.".
Neither Felix or Chan slept well that night.

Felix decided to get a strangle hold on his little crush. He'd only spend time with Chan in regard to 'business' and avoid him the rest of the time. Chan  had decided to hell with it. He's very attracted to Felix so fuck what everybody else thinks. He'd chase Felix and make him his.

Chan showed up for breakfast .. Felix did not. Then the time came for the meeting. Woo & Felix revealed that Felix would approach Yunho and explain the situation to him but the general idea was Felix 'butch' up and convince his father his 'gay' days were a phase and he was ready to stand up and join the family business and then between him & Yunho they would do some digging around to see what information they could uncover. If they found their father was responsible then Yunho would deal with it swiftly.
"Will you be safe though?" Chan asked.
"What's that matter to you? I'm just a twink in a skirt .. I'm  fucking dispensable".
"OUT....NOW" Chan roared and everyone flew for the door.
"Felix you stay"
"Fuck you Bang .. I'm not one of your lackies. I'm here helping you of my own free will".
Felix reached for the handle only to have Chan push the door closed and spin him around. Before he knew it Chan's lips were on his. Felix pushed him off and slapped him "Don't ever fucking touch me again" he growled. He stormed out of the office pushing past Hyunjin who'd been out in the corridor snooping whilst pretending to dust a picture on the wall.
"FELIX !" Chan roared . Hyunjin took off like Satan himself  was biting his ass !
Felix ran out of the French doors into the huge garden. He kept running until he came across a little summer house and took refuge in there. He curled up on the little sofa and done something he hadn't done in years.. he cried. He cried himself to sleep.