I'm not just your typical Jamaican /American. This is my world. Y'all just live in it.
"I'm not sure if you see me, but I like you and that's a must. I've never been told NO twice in my life."
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"Bredda mi nuh inna nuh bagga chatting wid you enuh, is either uh gwan like big man and relax or uh run wid whatever narrative uh fuckey mada tell uh." I hissed.
Swear a two days mi a gi the likkle wikid gyal fi tell the juvi seh a she mek him nub have a relationship wid me.
Would a in shock but mi would a affi tek care ammi ute and mek him deh ammi foot like the other two.
Mi feel fuck up like a worthless father and that is a feeling weh mi shouldn't a feel, cause mi mek sure all ammi ute dem good.
My Pitney dem nuffi short a nun cause mi wuk too hard fi this.
Now him crawsis mumma a mek mi have dah fucked up emotion deh. She nuffi have nun fi duh wid mi feelings.
Feel Fi kill har pussyclaat and live wid mi ute a hate mi.
It fuck mi up even worst when him a gwan like mi neva want him and a my fault him mumma hide him.
God see and know mi would a find a way fi have all ammi ute dem round mi. Addi end addi day ammi Pitney and mi aguh love them regardless.
Now she tek 18 years a wi bond and have him Inna dah state yah.
Davuh like how mi ute a live yassuh enuh.
Chro bumbo man.
"Dat mi aguh duh mi done tell uh seh mi nuh want nuh fada mi too old fi dat" I hissed and walk closer towards him. He looked in my eyes not moving an inch.
Eye dry yf.
Remind uh a somebody?
"Naw beg nuh Ute Fi be nuh father figure enuh, dat mi a tell uh Likkle ute" he hissed and was about to walk away, I grabbed his hand keeping him in place.
That's how it has been, its been two months I found out about Xavii and mi swear nuhbody couldn't be more stubborn.
Man mek mi feel like if just swing pan him and the fucka full a chat to a piss mi off every second addi blutclaat minute.
"Dah bredda yah a touch mi fah dawg" he whispered to himself pulling his hands from me.
I couldn't help but chuckle a bit.
"Sekkle uh self bredda, feel mi affi deh yah suh a Inna chatting wid uh?" he hissed.
"Seems like both a we deh pan di same page old man." The man a get pan top ammi nerves enuh like me and him a size.
The pussyoul naav nuh mannaz either enuh.
I lean back on my car watching as he pulled his sagging jeans on his waist. "Mi naw guh run backka uh enuh Ute, uh must smart enough to read the situation." he clenches his jaw, eyebrow furrow.
"Which situation, mi just nuh wah be associated wid. Keep the same energy weh uh have from mi younger." I looked up to the sky.
"Mi neva aware a uh bad man." he folded his fist then unclenched it. "Uh neva wah know bout mi, cause uh tell mi mada fi dash mi weh, suh all if uh did know uh wouldn't deh there. Mi nuh need nuh charity now. Mi might nuh have it yet but soon. Mi nuh need nothing from uh suh stop try gimmi things." he pointed towards me, anger filling his eyes.
