𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐒𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐬, unexpected life

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐅𝐢𝐯𝐞

We Can't

𝐇𝐞𝐲 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬𝐬!! 𝐒𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠... 𝐈 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚, 𝐬𝐨 𝐢𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐮𝐩𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲. 𝐓𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞, 𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐄 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃 ;) 𝐁𝐭𝐰, 𝐈'𝐦 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 "𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭" 𝐈 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐰; 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐣𝐨𝐫 (𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭, 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝!)

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𝐄𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐲 𝐥𝐮𝐯𝐬𝐬 <3

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"Why is it that everytime I try to move on or find some peace, the thought of Emily and the kiss we shared always haunts me? I thought distancing myself would help, but all it's done is made me question everything—especially what I truly want and whether I deserve to be happy."

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It's been three days since you, along with the BAU and SVU teams, brought some peace to the streets. It's also been three days since you kissed Emily, and your mind has been consumed by adrenaline-fueled thoughts ever since.

Why can't I stop thinking about her?! It was a mistake, and we both know that, right? I mean, she kissed me—never mind. We were both just caught up in the moment. I just needed to feel something. But now, will she hate me? Or even worse, fire me?

Just as you were getting lost in thought, your phone started to vibrate. As you moved closer to check the caller ID, the doorbell rang, causing your anxiety to spike.

Oh lord, could it be Emily? No, it can't be; she's working, right? Come on, Y/N, pull yourself together and answer the door.

With your heartbeat drowning out all other sounds in the house, you didn't notice the persistent ringing of your phone. Ignoring it, you headed straight for the front door. As the knocks grew louder, you hesitated for a moment before gathering your resolve and reaching for the doorknob. Squinting against the bright sunlight, you quickly adjusted and looked down to find a familiar female figure standing in front of you.

Please don't let it be Emily, please...

"Oh, thank goodness! You're okay!" JJ shouted, rushing to pull you into a hug.

Thank God, it's just Jen

"U-uh, okay, you're squishing me," you stuttered, patting JJ's back.

"I'm sorry," she began, pulling back from you. "You haven't been responding to anyone, and I know Emily said she'd give you a break, but I was worried that something b—"