Hey skyelar, did you kill yourself yet? 19 is our time. I guess we'll find out if I made another chapter. You're with a guy named Matthew, it's been over 2 years. You stopped cheating on him.
Are you happy with yourself? Are you happy with the way things are going?
I'm miserable right now. I've never been this depressed. You would think that 14-16 was my worst years but no. Break downs everyday doesn't compare to what you feel at the moment. I feel so numb yet I feel everything. How does that work?
I'm currently cutting myself on my right thigh. There was no alcohol so I'm using peroxide. Your boyfriend is sleeping. He's so cute when he sleeps. I'm so in love with him at the moment. But even with that love, I'm so depressed. I want to hurt myself in many ways.
I wonder if you'll see this. If you'll reach past 19.
I hate you.
But I also kinda love you.
YOU ARE READING
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Storie brevi°•Writing from the present, Writing to the future•° All about me and is real. °~ Bad Grammer or spelling because of no editing~°
