SCHOOL CRUSH

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SHREYA POV :

       My mother had a fair skin complex while my dad was quite dark . I inherited a dusky complex, which was the first impedance to express my feelings to him, and secondly, I was quite chubby, not so much but fair enough to have a pet name of BUBBLY

       My color complex and bodily features never let me approach MADAN because he was more like a model for fairness cream add.

He never paid attention to any girl, so will he to some girl like me ?

       His looks were not the first reason I had crush on him.

        It was because he was a gentle man .

       A gentle man who was the first to know I attained puberty.

       I attained puberty in school while I was in 7th standard.

     On that day , I was having a terrible ache in the lower abdomen, and during the last break time of class , I saw blood stains on my panties.

       I was so immature to know that I attained puberty.

       I mistook it as some disease truth to told I thought I was suffering from cancer as there was a particular scene in every movie where the one suffering from cancer will have blood from nose or mouth.
I thought this blood from down there was the earliest sign.

         I was confused and afraid you let know others, so I hid it for the last period.

        But as I stood , I saw the bench stained with blood . I stood still while all the students left class . I was afraid to walk out.

       I sat down for a long time.

        Finally , the old man who used to lock classrooms knocked on the door asking why I was still here ?

        I quickly wiped my tears and ran out.

        I continued to run towards enterance

     All the way , I still remember how much I prayed God to extend sometime so that I could have some time with my parents , To execute the plan of going wonderla on this year summer holidays , To eat the ladoo and gulab yamun of my grandma to the fullest once again , to get the puppy my father promised for my birthday

        I was pacing in the varenda at a faster pace, wiping my tears.

        While someone held my hand and I saw MADHAN  truth to be told , I did not know even his name.

        He was looking at my dress . I asked him to leave me and pulled my hand from him.

        He held my hand, saying, " Wait . " and pulled me into a random nearby classroom.

        I was trembling, and as soon he put me inside . He told " stay here " and closed the door.

       I knocked on the door, but no one responded. In a minute or two, the door opened, and my tamil mam stood there with him.

       I ran to my tamil mam and cried while she tamed me saying it's for good.

      I cried more, thinking how it could be good ? I am gonna die . I agree I am weak in tamil well once failed, but how can she say my death is good .

     How crazy I was ??

      I wished her also to get the same disease 😊

       " Amma," I said, sobbing with fear

       " I will ask them to come. You wait here," she said, saying she walked out, leaving me with MADHAN.

        " Wipe your tears. " he said while I paid no ears.