It has been two weeks since we told my family I was pregnant. We also told Javon's parents too obviously. Everyone has been so supportive, and I am very thankful for that.
I woke up and looked down at my stomach. My little stomach popped out. I smiled feeling my stomach. I know I am scared to be pregnant but once I found out I had a child in my stomach, I fell in love with it.
I got out of my bed and walked downstairs. I did not want to change yet. I was just hungry. My family looked at me, then my stomach, and smile
Javon's been boxing lately. He is working more so he can help me support the baby. I am going to get a job, but everyone keeps telling me to wait till after the baby is born so I can start fresh.
So that is what I am going to do. I am going to wait till the baby is born, then find a job after about a month or two. My parents are going to help us too, but me and Javon are going to buy the stuff and shit.
I know this was a huge mistake we made but being pregnant is the best feeling ever. Heading the baby's heartbeat for the first time. Feeling the baby kick for the first time. This is going to be one hell of an adventure, but it will be worth it.
The only part I am mostly scared of is when I must give Birth. But I know everyone always says, 'It may be painful, but it'll all be worth it in the end' and I believe them.
I cannot wait for it to start.
"Mom, can I have a coffee please?" I asked, sitting at the counter. She looked at me and said, "You're pregnant Madison and it's not good for the baby."
I just rolled my eyes. Yep. Here comes the hormones. Great.
"I don't care. I will be fine, and the baby will be fine too" (me)confident in my actions. She just rolled her eyes, giving me my coffee anyway.
DONT TALK TO YOUR MOTHER LIKE THAT (dad)
"Calm down honey. It is the baby's hormones, so she is going to be grumpy" (mom), kissing him on the cheek.
Lanie walks in and looks at what I am drinking. "I don't think you're supposed to be drinking coffee."
" CAN EVERYONE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP! IT'S MY LIFE AND I'LL DO ANYTHING I WANT!" I yelled, scaring everyone. I am never like this. " We are just trying to help you. You don't have to yell at us." Jeremy said and I rolled my eyes and walked away.
I was just sitting on my bed scrolling through Instagram. Javon just texted me saying he is coming over for dinner. So, he should be here any minute.
I take a deep breath, close my eyes, then open them again to stop the tears. I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs. I fake a smile at Javon. He tried to hug me, but I walked away from him. "Baby? What is wrong?" he asked, completely confused about what was going on.
Everyone looked at us weirdly. "Madison, are you okay?" my father asked. " Baby is everything okay do you need something?" Javon
NO CAN YOU ALL JUST LEAVE ME ALONE? STOP ASKING ME QUESTIONS EVERY MINUTE. I yelled, making everyone jump back a little at my sudden reaction. I ran upstairs to my room and locked the door.
I heard a knock at my door, and it was Javon. I unlocked the door, let him in, shut the door, and locked it again.
"Baby, what is the problem? Why are you getting upset? " Javon said.
"I'M TRIED OF EVERYONE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO. SAYING YOU CAN'T DO THIS YOU SHOULD DO THAT INSTEAD. ALL I WANT IS TO BE ALONE AND LIE DOWN ON THE COUCH BUT NO I CAN'T DO THAT BECAUSE EVERYONE KEEPS ON ASKING ME IF I'M OKAY. I started to cry.
Javon hugged me and said "Everything is going to be okay. I know you are getting frustrated and stuff, but You can always call me and text me if they are bothering you. "
"Thank you Javon I love you so much. I just need to stop stressing." I spoke.
"Love you too baby." He spoke.
We both lay down on my bed and snuggled for a little bit.
