Suicide girl (Sapnap x reader)

Week

Nick Pov:

Day one/ I haven't left Rivers side. Karl had to visit his parents, Alex had a funeral in Mexico to go to, Clay had to do editing, and George went with him. I haven't left the hospital. Its only day one though.

Day two/ I still haven't left her side. Clay and George came to visit though. They brought me food, but I didn't eat. I wasn't hungry. Anytime I had anything other than water I had really bad pain.

Day three/ George and Clay have been trying to get me to go home but I can't leave River. I missed her so much. I just wanted to see her smile and hear her laugh. That laugh. I miss it so much.

Day four/ She still isn't awake. The doctor says she will soon but a minute feels like an hour and av hour feels like a day and a day feels like a year. I sit at her bed side massaging her hands. Hoping she will squeeze my hand back, but it never happens.

Day five/ She still is not awake. Alex and Karl are back now. They came and said hi but all I wanted was her to be awake. 

Day six/ The doctor says she will wake up soon. But it's hard to believe now.

Day seven/ 

"Oh my god River" Her parents rush in the room. 

"Sorry we haven't been able to come, we've been out of town" Her dad says as her mom runs to her side.

I just nod as I wait for her to eventually wake up. I haven slept or ate in 7 days. I just can't. The video plays on repeats in my head.

I hold her hand, gently massaging her knuckles. The I feel it. A squeeze.

I look up quick. He parents look at me.

"What happened?" Her father asked.

"She just squeezed my hand." I say still in shock.

"Docter, Docter" Her mother yells out into the hall.

A doctor rushed in as I see her eyes flutter open. I start crying. Crying so hard. 

"Nick, NICK" River yells as I stand up and run to her and hugging her, not too tight so I don't hurt her.

"Nick, I missed you so much, he did such bad things to me, I missed you so much" River cry's. I let go for a sec to let her parents see her and dial Clay.

Clay pov

I hear my phone ringing. Me and George were umm I prefer not to say. I roll my eyes and get up.

"Hello?" I say as I answer. A Shakey breath on the other line.

"Shes awake" I hear Nicks voice.

"River?" I ask.

"Mhm" He hums. 

"I'm on my way" I yell before hanging up. Me and George throw on cloths and we find Alex and Karl at a park.

"Get in now" I yell.

"Why" Karl asks.

"Rivers awake" I say. They run to the car and get in before we speed off.

Nick pov

I sit there looking at her. I felt dizzy. I threw up blood this morning, but I had to stay by River. I stand up to go to the bathroom but I'm dizzy. I try to take one step but then I pass out.

River pov 

I see Nick start to stand up. He stopped for a second and just stared at the floor before trying to take a step. I watch as he falls.

"NICK" is scream. I doctor rushes in and call for help. They take him away.

Clay pov

I rush into the hospital and go to Rivers room. Shes just crying alone.

"River your awake- where's Nick?" I ask.

"He collapsed and now they took him" she says trying to stay strong, but she can't. I look at Karl and he nods. I walk out of the room to find a doctor.

"Hey where is Nick Armstrongs room?" I ask.

"Oh, you must be River's friend, Um let me show you to him." She says showing me the way.

I walk into the room to see Nick on the bed. He looked sick for sure. 

"What's wrong with him?" I ask her. 

"Were not quite sure, we are running test though." She speaks. as we begin the walk back to Rivers room.

"Is he okay" River asks.

"Yeah, he's fine but they don't know what caused it." I speak.

"They are running tests" I add on.

"Is there any way they can move him in here" River asks.

"We will have to ask." I say as Alex flags down a nurse. I see her nod as she walks in the direction of Nicks room.

They're going to put him in here" Alex says. River just looks relived. 

Soon Nick gets wheeled in here. We all sit around them. 

Nicks eyes flutter open.

"Nick?" I ask. He looks in my direction.

"We have the test results back for Nick Armstrong?" The nurse says. We all nod.

"He has Ulcerative colitis" she says. "He will be out soon, in that case both of you will." She adds on.

"Ulcerative colitis?" Karl asks.

"Yep, if you need you can ask the doctor for more information" The nurse says with a smile before leaving.

"Nick, why didn't you tell me?" River says with clear hurt in her voice.

"It only started when you went missing and I had to keep looking for you" Nick says sticking his hand out toward River. He holds his hand.

"Oh, I've missed you" River says.

"I've missed you too" Nick says.

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Hello everyone, I just wanted to say that this book is coming to an end. I'm sorry if any chapters weren't as good as others it's just, I was trying to get a chapter out but had no motivation. I hope some people actually read this book because I worked really hard on this. Luv you guys so so sooooooooo much and hope your day is going well. If you end up liking this book share it to friends. Also, I will have new books coming out soon. I'm re writing on of them because I didn't like the way it came out but hopefully it will be out. I think my next book coming out is going to be called Drift and I will write that hopefully throughout the rest of summer and in fall/winter I'm going to write one called On Ice which is the one I'm re writing. Well, I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I'll see you in the next one LUV U

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