Suicide girl (Sapnap x reader)

Safe

TW BLOOD, SA

River pov:

I woke up the next morning, tied to a chair? My mouth taped shut. The old rustic concrete floor reminded me of the time Gloria kidnaped me.

The door handle shook. It WAS Glorias house. A man enters the room. 

"Hey pretty lady" he says as he grabs my face to look at him. He slowly rips the tape off.

"Where the hell am I?" I hiss.

"Isn't it familiar?" He asks, scooting out from Infront of the door to reveal the inside of Glorias house.

"Let me go" I yell.

"Why should I" he says with a smirk.

I start to get loose and try to scream but he slaps a hand over my mouth.

"You better keep that pretty little mouth shut" He says. 

"Your wit is as sharp as a butter knife so let me go now" I growl.

"How about no?" He speaks.

"Oh, fuck you" I hiss back.

"If you insist" he says with a grin as he starts to unbuckle is belt. 

no no no

Nick pov:

I woke up to an empty bed and River missing. The window is open. It's never open. I go downstairs and see everyone but river.

I start to panic. My breathing speeds up. Karl sees and rushes to me. I start sobbing.

"what's wrong?" He asks.

"Shes gone" I am able to mumble out.

"They took her again" I say. Karl looks at Clay and nods as Clay dials the police.

*20 min ts*

The police arrived at our house I told them everything, but they had no lead other than they knew Gloria had to be involved.

They searched the house and saw nothing.

They searched around the block and asked people if they saw anything. But nobody saw anything.

I kept having panic attacks. I've had about 3 today.

I searched knowing and hoping I would find her. If I didn't find her, I would go with her to wherever she went. I will search the rest of my life if I don't find her.

I couldn't sleep that night knowing she is out there. I ended up going downstair and watching rom coms and eating ice cream like a teen age girl who just got broken up with I cried so hard on the part where they were kissing knowing I have nobody to kiss and cuddle.

I watched them till the morning. When the rest came downstairs, they gave me some food, but I wasn't hungry. When they weren't looking, I dump the food in the trash. The police continued looking for her, but they looked almost all over town. They were now going to start knocking on doors.

River pov:

I felt dirty. I knew I couldn't control what he did, but I just felt not right. He left me in the basement. I couldn't get the taste out of my mouth.

I cried hard. I hoped they would find me.

The man entered back into the basement and her had a water for me. 

"Here" he says giving me a sip. 

"Let me out of here because when you are found, and I tell my friends what you did they will beat the shit out of you" I hiss.

"Is that a threat?" He asks with a smirk crossing his lips.

"Did it sound like a complement?" I growl. His jaw clamps shut and his grin fades away.

He grabs my wrist and starts to untie the rope and drags me upstairs. He grabs his keys and some extra rope and shoves me in the back of the car. I try to see where were going but its unfamiliar. 

We end up arriving at a lake, He starts to tie my legs and wrist and he puts me on a dock at the edge of the lake. He takes out MY phone and begins recording.

He grabs a knife out of his pocket and walks closer to me. He stabs me in the gut.

I start to stumble back but I was also trying to not fall in but then he kicked me in. The water was a murky green color till is started to turn red. I stayed completely still as I tried to float to the top. I would reach the surface for a sec and take a breath before sinking back under.

Nick pov:

I'm sitting on the couch talking to the police, when my phone buzzes. I look to see a video from River. I start crying and open it. The police watching it with me. I dropped the phone. 

"I know where that is." One cop says.

The cops rush out of the house as I sit trying not to have a panic attack while everyone gets in the car. The moment the car starts moving I start panicking.

3rd person POV:

The cops pull up to the location. The boys not far behind. The car with lights still there. The murder though they wouldn't get there that fast. He tried to run but the cops tazed him as the other cops are pulling river out of the water. When the boys see her cold, limp body Nick begins to panic loudly. Karl has to bring him back to the car. 

River is loaded up into an ambulance and is brought to the hospital.  For all everyone knows, it's not good. 

The boys begin to the hospital as Nick is having a panic attack, Alex is crying, Karl is trying to calm Nick down but is crying, George has a couple of tears streaming down his face but everyone could tell he was holding back, and Clay, completely emotionless, but behind those eyes, he couldn't get the image of Rivers body being pulled out of the lake, He was trying to be strong and not cry but he knew the moment that they got there he would break down.

River was Nicks everything and he loved her dearly. He hoped she would be okay. He missed her even if she was 2 feet away from him.

River was like a sister to Karl, Alex, Clay, and George. They treated her like a sister and tried to support her. They hoped their nonrelated sister would be alright.

They pull up to the hospital and the moment they enter, Clay asks if they can all go to her room, but the front desk lady denies them. Clay starts to break down and tears stream down his face. 

River was more of a sister to him than anyone. Nick was behind him also trying to convince her, Heck all of the boys were trying to convince her, when a little old lady walks up.

"Let these boys through" she says, the front desk lady nods. The old lady defiantly had some authority.

"I'm the president of this hospital" she says showing us to where River's room is going to be. She wasn't there yet but they would bring her in. 

I waited and waited till the doctor finally brought her in.

"Shes really weak, she lost nearly 2 liters of blood. Shes in a coma and we don't know how long it's going to take till she wakes but she is okay" The doctor says. I start crying just looking at her.

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Hello everyone.  idk what to say. Bye

Luv u

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