𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙖 𝙬𝙖𝙮

Rumors

I woke up with 6 missed calls from my mom. I panicked and called her. What if something happened. What if baba hurt her again. So many thoughts came through my mind.
my mother answered after the second call

"Asel, who is that guy you were with yesterday?"

I was shocked and couldn't answer her because I knew I was in a really bad situation.

"Asel,answer me "

"anne, just a friend of mine, nothing else just a friend" you could hear the nervousness in my voice

"Your father saw the pictures, Asel, what have you done, you're in trouble and so am I. He freaked out yesterday.

"which pictures?" I was confused

"You and the footballer "

"Anne can you please tell him that he is just a friend, I am not with him. please take care of yourself"

"asel, I don't really know you know your father, I'll try ,take care I need to hang up"

My mother hung up, I sighed, what shit have I gotten myself into, the photos are probably everywhere on social media.

Shortly thereafter Selin stormed into my room with a shocked expression on her face. I guess she saw the photos too. I wish I had said no. But part of me didn't regret it because it was fun.

"Asel omg you are everywhere, look" she pulled me a photo with the caption "Kenan with a girl yesterday, is she perhaps the new girlfriend of the Juventus player Kenan Yildiz"

I sighed and put my blanket over my face "Selin what do I do now, Baba saw it too"

"shit, did he freak out?"

I nodded. Selin hugged me and told me that everything would be fine

"I'm here with you don't worry "

The main thing is that I have her, I'm thankful to God that she's there, it's not so bad when you have a best friend who supports you no matter how bad things are.

"How about we both go to the beach together, have a nice picnic and watch the sunset together "

I smiled "yes!" She went out, we planned to leave at 6pm because there are usually not that many people there at that time. I now have time to shower and study a bit for university. I have a week off, but that doesn't mean that I won't be studying.

I first took a warm bath to get my thoughts under control. However, it was difficult

I was woken up by my mother's screaming, I went downstairs as fast as I could and I wish I hadn't done it. My father gave my mother a black eye, it was obvious that he wasn't himself and he was drunk. My mother was crying on the floor. My big sister was behind me, she was also woken up by mom's screaming.

"Baba,please stop" I said, I wish I hadn't said it he became aggressive and started to scream at me

"you don't give a damn what I do, do you understand me, I do what I want, you slut"

His words hit me like a knife, he called his own daughter his flesh and blood a slut. I looked at my mother who was crying on the floor. My big sister went to her and tried to get her back on the sofa, but my father stopped my big sister and slapped her in the face.

"It's enough baba, IT'S ENOUGH" I didn't know where I got the courage to let my voice out on him, but I regretted it after a few seconds. Because I was suddenly lying on the floor while baba was stepping on me.

"You little slut, just like your mother and sister. "

"Baba please stop," said my big sister, but he didn't stop. I slowly felt everything go black.

I was woken up by very bright lights. I opened my eyes i was in hospital. my mother was beside me.

"Anne" my voice was weak.And what hurts is that I'm lying here because of my father, my own father did this to me. I started to cry. I wanted to control it but I had to get out.

"kızım,I'm so sorry, I couldn't protect you, I'm so sorry I'm such a bad mother"

That night, my mother and I cried non-stop. My father is to blame for all the problems we have.

I left the bathroom, I didn't feel any better. After drying myself off, I went to my room and tried to study, but I couldn't. My thoughts were always somewhere else. I've been sitting here for 30 minutes and I can't concentrate. I closed my study material and threw myself into bed. I just had to cry. Today is not my day.

I got a message. I opened it and it was Kenan.

"I wanted to check on you if everything is okay, you know after what came out on the internet about both of us "

I read the message but I ignored it. What can I say, that my aggressive alcoholic father found out and probably wants to kill me for it. I just want to be left alone.

I fell asleep after crying for a while. I was woken up by a tap on my shoulder. Shit, I totally forgot about the picnic.

"Asel,get up, it's 5 p.m. do you want to get ready? "

"Yes"

I got up and got ready for the picnic, I really needed it.

I wore a pink top with a skirt, it looked cute. I left my hair up and put on some light makeup.

I was done, and so was Selin. We got a taxi and off we went. The ride was 10 minutes. I looked out of my window. I hope that my life will remain normal after all the rumors and pictures on the internet.

"Asel, stop thinking about it, enjoy the moment now, and we will find a solution together, I am with you" Selin knew that I was worried. She is right, I have to forget the whole thing with Kenan now and enjoy my life with Selin.

We arrived. The beach wasn't too crowded, which was good, but there were a few people who gave me strange looks, maybe it was because of all the rumors. We found a good spot and put our blankets on the sand and sat down. We unpacked our food. The view is fantastic. Everything is so beautiful. Selin and I ate our food and talked about all sorts of things.

The sunset was very beautiful, I think everyone needs a best friend who is with you no matter how hard it gets. I lay down on Selin's lap and she played with my hair.

"Do you remember when we always went to your house after elementary school and your mother always did the same hair style for us. And then we always went out afterwards and told everyone we were twins "

"How can I forget it was the best times"

It was slowly getting dark, and we got a taxi and drove home.

When I got home I put on my make-up, put on my pajamas and went to bed. I'm dead tired. This day was bad and beautiful. The nice thing was that Selin and I watched the sunset together. I looked at my phone and I had 8 messages from Kenan. He was worried that I wasn't replying. I just don't have the head for it.

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